Ellie I woke up alone again, in the last few days I hardly saw Riccardo, our communication was basically by phone calls and messages, he was out of town or in the country, I can't say, not least because I only receive information in homoeopathic doses. I was going to have coffee one afternoon with girls, Irina was socializing again, when I heard her story I identified a lot with her, I knew what it meant to sacrifice for the one she loves. I would do it all again for them and even more for Riccardo and my babies. I had a dress, of all that I was introduced to, I fell in love with one that belonged to Riccardo's grandmother, Grandpa Marcello took me to a kind of storage room in one of the mansion's basements, there was an old chest with all sorts of trinkets and memories and in the middl

