what should i do know

Self harm

AdamPov-                    It’s been a while since I saw Trina  and I really been missing her so much

I know so times I do stuff that hurt people but I can’t help it I know it’s no excuse but when you don’t have anybody in your life, and you raised your own self. It really hard to understand somebody’s feelings when nobody understands yours. When you try to have happy and you can’t because when trying to find your happiness you get taking wrong and that is hurting feeling you get taking wrong. Half my childhood I got hurt mentally and physically by my adopted parents.

My real parents had got killed in a car accident and I was 8 years old when it happened...I still remembered parts of my child when I use to go park go on swings and my mom push the swing for me that is one of my favorites memories, especially when we go to the ice cream shop and I order red velvet cookie cream crumble with cream cheese icing on top then some fresh diced strawberry

Well. let me get started I’m from Chicago illionos ,i had so many bad thoughts about that city that to this day it still haunts me and you might be like it haunts you yes it really does and, that had an effect for who I am now.

I use to get beat and burned by my real dad he was a good person until reached 5, he started to come home late nights and drunk like I don’t know what it’s ridiculous how he uses to come home beat on my mom and she doesn’t have to do anything she’s the bread maker my mom name is Ann mc Lee you know the funny thing that they never got married, my mom used to tell me when after she gets beat, my dad is a horrible person don’t ever be like him the world is a cruel place that will eat you and spit you out so quickly that you never know what happened.it is hard to please somebody that will never understand you but don't let anybody bring you down don't take s**t from anybody

I remembered one time I just came from daycare and I went kitchen get me a snack , the next thing I know it is on the floor crying for my dear life because he was beating the crap out of me with a metal bat