I told myself I was overthinking it.
That whatever had just happened in that classroom didn’t mean anything more than I was making it.
People talk.
People notice things.
People say things they don’t always mean.
That’s all it was.
That’s what I repeated to myself as I walked across campus, letting the noise around me settle back into something familiar.
Voices.
Footsteps.
Movement.
Normal.
Everything exactly as it should be.
Except it didn’t feel that way anymore.
Not completely.
I adjusted my bag slightly on my shoulder, trying to focus on where I was going instead of what I was thinking.
It didn’t work.
His voice stayed.
The way he said my name.
The way he looked at me like he already understood something I hadn’t even figured out yet.
“You’re distracted.”
The voice came from my right this time.
Not his.
Different.
Lighter.
But not careless.
I turned.
A girl stood there, watching me in a way that felt more direct than most people did.
Not unfriendly.
Just… intentional.
“I’m fine,” I said.
She didn’t look convinced.
“You’re not,” she replied calmly. “But that’s not really my problem.”
That caught my attention.
“Then why say anything?”
“Because you’re walking into something you don’t understand.”
The words landed heavier than I expected.
I studied her.
She didn’t look nervous.
Didn’t look unsure.
If anything, she looked like someone who had already decided to speak before I even noticed her.
“Do I know you?” I asked.
“No.”
“That’s what I thought.”
She nodded slightly.
“My name’s Amelia.”
I didn’t respond immediately.
Something about her tone made introductions feel less important than whatever she had interrupted.
“Okay,” I said finally. “Amelia.”
Her eyes stayed on mine.
Steady.
Careful.
“You were talking to him,” she said.
Not a question.
Of course.
Word travels fast in places like this.
“People talk to people,” I replied.
“Not him.”
I didn’t answer right away.
Didn’t want to give her more than necessary.
But she wasn’t asking for permission to continue.
“You should stop,” she added.
There it was again.
Another warning.
But this one felt different.
Less casual.
More… certain.
“Why?” I asked.
She hesitated.
Not like she didn’t know what to say.
Like she was deciding how much I needed to hear.
“Because people don’t come out of that the same,” she said quietly.
The same words.
Different voice.
Heavier this time.
“That’s vague.”
“It’s supposed to be.”
“That’s not helpful.”
“It’s not meant to be helpful,” she replied. “It’s meant to make you think.”
I held her gaze.
There was no fear in it.
No exaggeration.
Just something solid.
Something that didn’t need to convince me to feel real.
“You’re talking like something actually happens,” I said.
“It does.”
“What?”
Another pause.
Longer this time.
Then—
“They get pulled in.”
The words settled slowly.
Not loud.
But they stayed.
“Pulled into what?” I asked.
She shook her head.
“That’s the part you won’t understand until it’s already too late.”
I almost laughed.
Not because it was funny.
Because it sounded like something people say when they don’t have a real answer.
“You don’t expect me to just accept that,” I said.
“No,” she replied. “I expect you to ignore it.”
That made me pause.
“Why?”
“Because that’s what people do.”
She stepped a little closer.
Not enough to feel threatening.
Just enough to lower her voice.
“But I’ve seen what happens when they don’t.”
Something in her tone shifted.
Not fear.
Not exactly.
Something quieter.
Something that felt… remembered.
“And what happens?” I asked.
She looked at me for a moment.
Really looked.
Then said it.
“They don’t leave.”
The words didn’t make sense.
Not fully.
But they didn’t feel empty either.
“Everyone leaves eventually,” I said.
“Not from him.”
That was different.
That wasn’t about campus.
That wasn’t about people.
That was about Jace.
Specifically.
I crossed my arms slightly.
“You’re making it sound like he’s dangerous.”
“I’m not making it sound like anything,” she replied calmly. “I’m telling you to stay away.”
Silence settled between us.
Not awkward.
Just heavy.
Like something had been placed there that neither of us was going to move.
I glanced past her.
Students walking.
Laughing.
Living like none of this existed.
Like none of this mattered.
“Why do you care?” I asked finally.
She didn’t answer immediately.
Then—
“Because you’re already paying attention.”
That hit.
Not hard.
Just enough.
“You don’t know that.”
“I do.”
“How?”
“Because you didn’t walk away when he spoke to you.”
That was true.
I didn’t like that it was true.
Amelia stepped back slightly, giving me space again.
“I’m not going to repeat this,” she said.
“You don’t have to.”
“Good.”
She turned.
Then paused.
Just for a second.
“If you keep looking at him,” she added quietly, “he’s going to look back.”
I frowned.
“That’s how that works.”
“No,” she said, glancing over her shoulder.
“That’s how it starts.”
Then she walked away.
Just like that.
No explanation.
No closure.
Just words that stayed longer than they should have.
I stood there for a moment.
Not moving.
Not thinking clearly.
Just… aware.
Of everything.
Of nothing.
Of the way something had shifted again.
I exhaled slowly and started walking.
Not toward anything specific.
Just forward.
Because standing still felt worse.
But as I moved through the campus, blending back into the rhythm of everything that still looked normal on the surface—
one thought stayed with me.
Not loud.
Not dramatic.
Just there.
If this was something I was supposed to stay away from…
why did it feel like I was already too close?