My heart hurts, I fight hard to reign in my emotions. ‘This isn't the time to feel this way.’ I tell myself. My beast is raging within begging to release him. What he wants to do I am not sure. We are always in sync, understanding each other and able to read each other's emotions. Yet for the first time, I can't understand what he wants nor even read his emotions. I don't know if he is hurt like me or angry. “ I will be the one to share a secret this time.” I announce. Maddox grins and Seb’s eyes slightly lit up. They seem to be enjoying this more than I do. And if anything I just want this to pass quickly. No kids at all? I love kids..my kingdom needs an heir…my powerful bloodline needs to pass to another generation and our kids will be the most powerful in this world. She can't t

