Derrick's POV. Her eyes twinkled, just like the first time I had met her. Her lips curved into a smile as she leaned forward, expecting a kiss. "What was it you wanted to ask me?". Hearing that made my senses come back to me. I thought of what I had wanted to ask her and immediately, it clicked. "I was thinking of asking you to be my— I stopped myself halfway. I had to rethink this. "Mate?", She raised her eyebrow to the question. I shook my head. She scoffed, "Then what?". "Girlfriend? Or lover?". She pulled closer. I still shook my head. This was not supposed to be the way we should have been acting. I was not meant to be this free with her. I pulled away from my bed and then got up. I walked to the window to have a look at the woods my balcony was standing over. A cold wind gu

