Get me out!

Fourteen

Rebecka POV: 

I cover my face with the pillow to silence the moaning that escapes my mouth as another orgasm comes crashing down.

    "You're doing great Angel. Now it's my turn." I look down my body and see Adrians dark eyes watching me with hunger. 

    "Adrian? What happened to Adam?" 

    "He let me have some fun with you, and oh, we're going to have so much fun." He says low and licks his lips. He leans in and bites the inside of my thigh. I gasp and try to crawl away but he takes a firm grip on my thighs and keeps me in place. He bites me again and I grip his hair to pull him away. He moans and smiles when he looks up at me. "That's the spirit Angel." 

    "Don't do that." 

    "Do what? Bite you?" He smiles and my heartrate increases. "I heard that." He says. "If I can't bite you then can I... lick you?" He darts out his tounge and licks my c**t. I suck in air between my teeth, my c**t still sensitive from the multiple orgasms. "Can I kiss you?" He presses his lips to my p***y and I moan. "I take that as a yes." He says and starts sucking on my c**t. He inserts two fingers and makes a come here movement that makes me come in mere seconds. He licks my folds and kisses his way up my body. "I don't understand how he does it. How can he not just burry himself deep inside you and make you scream his name?" He asks and takes my n****e in his mouth. 

    "You know the answer to that better than me." He smiles at me. 

    "That's true. But I don't understand it. I want you so bad." I tug at his hair and he crawls up so he is eye level with me. I cup his cheeks and he leans into my touch.

    "Adrian, I love Adam, and I love you. Don't do anything we will regret later. Please." He kisses me and holds me.

    "I didn't think you would stop him."

    "Adam?" He looks at me with warm, brown eyes. "Honestly, I didn't want to stop him but I knew you wouldn't like it." He smiles and kisses me again.

    "What did Stella think of that?" It feels like a bucket of icecold water was poured over me. "Rebecka...?"

    "I can't hear her. She's not there!" I say low, barely a whisper. "She was here this morning. She was happy when you came but now she is gone. Again." 

    "And thinking of what we just did she should have said something to you." Adam sighs and sits up. I quickly pull on my jeans and a shirt. "We need to talk to a doctor." Adam says and I shake my head.

    "Rounds are only on wednesdays and you need to write an application if you have something you want to discuss with a doctor." I say and wrap my arms around me. 

    "Are you serious?! What kind of shitplace is this?!" I jump at his outburst and see his eyes swich from black to brown. "I'm sorry Rebecka." He says and comes up to me. He holds me close and inhales my scent. I do the same. The masculine scent of peppermint and leather calms my breaths and I feel this emptiness inside me, an emptiness that Stella usually fills up. 

    "What if she never comes back?" I whisper and Adam shakes his head. 

    "It was just like this yesterday. She will come back. Did this happen before we met too?" 

    "I don't know. I think so but I can't remember, I've tried to push her away the last 12 years but I don't know...." 

    "Rebecka calm down, breathe!" He interrupts my rambling and makes me take deep breaths. 

    "I don't mean to make her go away, I mean not anymore. I'm sorry. Tell Adrian I'm sorry. I don't mean to."

    "I know you don't. I believe you and so does Adrian." 

    "I didn't push her away this time, I promise." He takes my hands and push me against the wall. Pinning them over my head. 

    "Look at me." I feel embarrassed and look down on the ground. "Rebecka I said look at me." He puts two fingers under my chin and push them up so my face is directed to his. 

    "We don't blame you, we know it's not your fault. But we need to know why this keeps happening." He bends down and kisses me lightly on my lips. He lets go of my wrists but wraps his arms around me. In his embrace, surrounded by his scent and strong body, I feel myself relax.

    "I'm always scared that you or Adrian will get mad at me." 

    "I know, but we won't. I think it is physically impossible for me to get mad at you." He kisses the top of my head. "Lisa and Jake is on their way." He says and then there is a knock on my door. Lisa opens it and Jake takes a step back and holds his nose. 

    "Holy f**k! What have you two been up to?!" He asks with a wide grin on his face. Lisa and I look at him confused while Adam sighs. 

    "Don't be a pain in the ass. We have a serious problem." 

    "I'm not a pain in the ass. Becks doesn't think so." Jake says and winks at me.

    "How did you...?" I say surprised.

    "My senses are hightened. Much higher than yours." He says. "So I can smell things really, really well. I mean extremely well if you know what I mean." I feel the blush creep up my neck and make my face deep red. "And I hear good too. I hope Adrian behaved." He teases and I stand there with my mouth wide open. "I told Lisa about your problem. So Stella is gone again?" 

    "Yes. I'm not sure, but I think it's her mediciation thats the problem. It's supposed to help her calm down right? What if it rather makes Stella relax to the point where she just.. I don't know falls asleep or something like that?" 

"Maybe. But the doctor will never approve that we cut her medication. He's an ass and he hates werewolfes. It wouldn't surprise me if he increases her medication just to be a dick." Lisa says and Jakes looks at her, a little bit surprised. "What?" She asks.

    "You have a dirty little mouth." He says with a grin. 

    "Jake, focus!" She scolds and he sighs. 

    "Alright, alright. So what are we going to do?" 

    "She needs to see our pack doctor." Adam says.

    "But he can't come here." Lisa says.

    "Exactly, so she needs to come to him. She needs to have a leave of absence so she can see him." 

    "You mean... I would be able to go outside?" I ask and Adam smiles at me.

    "That's just what I mean."