Get me out!

Thirteen

Adams POV:

I watch Rebecka take the pills and scrunch her nose of the bitter taste from the pills. She gives the nurse a small smile and walks back to her room with her eyes on the floor. Every time she meets a patient she walks as close to the wall she can and tries to blend in to the surrounding. My heart hurts just to see my beautiful and strong mate be so scared. A loud bang from a room behind us makes her jump and run into her room. I slowly follow and when I walk through the door she sits on her bed, her knees pulled up to her chest, her arms wrapped around them and her forehead rests against them. She takes deep breaths to try and calm herself.

    "Trust Stella." I say and she looks up at me. I hear her heart hammer inside her chest. 

    "What?" She says confused.

    "When you walk through the corridors, when you meet the other patients and when you get scared. Trust Stella. Let her lead, she acts on instinct, she doesn't think, she just does. Trust her." Rebecka watches me carefully. 

    "You must think I'm so weak." She wispers and drags her hands through her hair.

    "I dont mind if you are weak. But I know that you are strong too. I have never in my life heard of anyone that hasn't shifted or can push back her wolf." She snorts. "It's true. I don't care if you sleep with a light on beacuse your afraid of the dark, I don't care if you have your closetdoor open to see that there are no monsters in there. Beacuse each and every day that you walk out of your room to get your medication or whatever reason, you walk through the corridors even though you are affraid. That makes you brave and strong." She stares at me with wide eyes. She doesn't say anything, just stares at me. I wonder what goes on in her head. I see flashes of fear, confusion, lust and love in her eyes. 

    "I don't sleep with the lights on but I don't use the showercurtain. I keep imagine that someone comes into my room and is going to jump on me. So I keep the door open and the showercurtain pulled away so I can see if they come." She says and I chuckle. 

    "I can live with that." I say and go to sit down beside her on the bed. I put my arm around her shoulder and she rests her head on me. 

    "Have you ever been afraid?" She asks and examines my hand. Her fingertips hovers over the calluses in my palm. 

    "I have." I lean my head against the wall and close my eyes. 

    "Tell me." Her hand caresses my arm and I enjoy the sparks. 

    "I met this girl." Rebecka tenses beside me and I hold her a little harder. "She was in a bad place and it felt like whatever I did, it wasn't enough. The first time I met her, she was afraid of me. I was terrified that she would reject me. She actually told me to go away."

    "Adam?" 

    "Yes?" She turns around and sits on her knees. She cups my cheek with her hand and brushes the hair out of my face.

    "Are you talking about me?" 

    "She thought that I was testing her, she thought I would lock her up. It ended with her passing out." I continue without answering her question. "When she woke up, she was so scared. It took some time but eventually she started trusting me, with a little help from my friends. Jake can be a pain in the ass but he actually made her smile. It was small, but it was the most beautifull smile I've ever seen." She sits back on her heels.

    "You must have been afraid before." She says and I shake my head.

    "Not like that. I really thought that my heart was going to break." 

    "I'm sorry." 

    "Me too." 

    "I don't think that Jake is a pain in the ass." She says and climbs up in my lap. She straddles me and I put my hands on her hips. 

    "Don't say that out loud, he can hear you and he will never forget that you said that and he will never let you forget it either." 

    "What will happen when you get me out?" 

    "You will come home with us. We will help you learn everything that comes with being a werewolf. We will train you and you will be introduced to the pack." 

    "As the new crazy girl." She jokes. But there is no humor in her voice. I let my fingers brush through her hair.

    "As the new Luna." I say and I see her eyes go wide. 

    "That sounds important." 

    "Yeah it kind of is. You will be a great Luna though." 

    "Will you be there?" Her fingertips brush over my collarbone. 

    "Always." 

    "Then I will be alright." She kisses me and I hear her heartbeat increase. She crawls closer to me and press her body to mine. I flip her over on her back and lie down on top of her. "Adam..." she whispers against my lips.

    "Yes?" 

    "I don't want to wait until I'm out of here." I look at her. "I mean... yesterday you said that you loved me. And I love you too. I don't know how long it will take for me to get out of here. I want you, and I hate myself for making you wait for me longer than necessary." 

    "I don't blame you Rebecka. But I..." She presses her lips to mine and starts kissing me with a desperation she hasn't shown before. Adrian growls in my head, loving the way she feels under me. I kiss her back and let my hand slip under her shirt. I tear her shirt apart and her bra follows. "We will not mate on your small little bed in the asylum Rebecka. I want to be able to roll around, I want to lavish you with orgasm after orgasm until you are so worn out and spent so you wont be able to leave the bed for days." 

    "You're mean." She gasps as I unbutton her pants and kiss her stomach. 

    "Adrian is the mean one." I slide them down her legs.

    "No, Adrain is the perverted and kinky one. You are the one undressing me while putting these images in my head, and that is just mean." I take a hold on her panties and she glares at me.

    "Oh Adrian is kinky alright. But I intend on being nice to you." I rip her panties apart and her eyes widen slightly. "I intend to be real nice to you."