When we met.

Just Like Who?

Lindsey's P.O.V

I woke up to my body in excruciating pain and the feelings from last night flooded in. I turned over in bed to come face to face with this gorgeous specimen that I can be happy to say took my virginity. But the feeling of being his submissive was different, I don't know how my body would handle the things this man could do to me. But today, today I just need to get past it. I got out of bed and put on his t-shirt which covered nearly my whole body as our height difference was massive. His 6 foot 2 body on mine and I just looked like something he could pick up with his pinky as I am only 5 foot 3. As I opened the door I heard him mumble, "don't do it, stop please!" I turned to see him sweating but he suddenly stopped crying out in his sleep and began to snore again. I decided I wouldn't mention that to him but instead went downstairs to make breakfast for the both of us. I decided that pancakes would be a good idea to make even though the maid offered to make them I wanted to do it myself. When I'd finished making them I added cream, strawberries and chocolate to a ramekin in case either of us wanted them. As I walked up the stairs with the tray I began to think about what today meant to me even though I tried my hardest to block it out I couldn't help but let memories play.

Flashback:

"Okay sweetheart make sure you mix in all the flour, don't spill any".

"I'll try not to mommy, I promise".

"What are my two favourite girls doing this morning?"

"We're making pancakes daddy, with strawberries, cream and chocolate on the side".

"Well then I am a lucky man to have you two as my lovely chefs, I'm sure they will taste amazing".

End Of Flashback:

I wiped away the tear that had formed in my eye and slowly opened the bedroom door to expect the man to be in his bed, however, he wasn't. "Are you in here?" As I walked into the room and turned to the left, I nearly dropped the tray as I saw the man standing fully naked in front of me with a smirk plastered on his face. He began walking ever so close to me and I could feel my cheeks beginning to burn, "is that breakfast?" he took the tray off of me and walked towards the bed, "let's eat shall we". He got into bed and finally put the covers over of him and even though part of me was upset that he covered up, there was still another part of me that wouldn't have been able to focus on anything knowing that I wanted him again. He handed me my food and took his own but he seemed as if he wasn't actually in the room with me, "you're deep in thought, why?" I smiled at him to show that I was happy but his smile back didn't seem as sincere. "You regret last night don't you", before giving him a chance to answer I placed my food on the tray and walked out of the room to the bathroom. I stripped off my clothes and got into the shower whilst singing "chasing pavements" by Adele. As I sang I didn't realise that he had joined me in the shower until his strong arms touched mine, at first I jumped but then his touch eased me. "Turn around", his voice sounded dominant but I enjoyed it so obliged to his command and came face to face with him. He took the sponge from the side and pulled my body close to his so that I was trapped in his arms and as he rubbed my body with the sponge he made sure I could feel his d**k against my c**t. However, today I just didn't want to do anything so acted as if I didn't care about him so close. "I did not regret last night, do you understand me?" I just stood there even though I knew it was probably wise to give an answer but I just couldn't so I just let the water run down my body, ignoring him. He didn't seem to like the fact that I didn't answer him so smacked my ass sharply, this made me spin around to face him. "Did you just smack my ass?" he pulled me in closer again but this time whispered in my ear, "would you like me to do it harder next time", as he pulled away he marked me on my neck which I would now have to cover with make-up and left. As he left the room I decided that even though today I was not going to do anything, a little bit of teasing would be okay. I dropped the towel from my body and left the bathroom after him, he was also naked but did not expect it from me as he turned around to face me. I could see the lust build up in his eyes as I got closer to him but for me, it was revenge. I brushed my naked body across his and walked towards the bed where I picked up my clothes, "oops I forgot my clothes", I heard his growl which I knew meant he was annoyed. Before I left the room I turned around to face him, "you may want to sort yourself out", I blew him a kiss and left the room. As I was getting changed I could hear him shout out to me about helping him with his problem but I won't, not today. I left the bathroom and his face looked like he was about to cry as I was fully dressed, "that's not what I meant love", I smirked at him and closed the door behind me with the breakfast trays in my hand.

As I got downstairs I handed the trays to the maid who was cleaning and said goodbye before leaving the house. I walked along the streets knowing exactly where I was heading without a care in the world about what could happen. I passed dozens of shops and cars without realising how far I actually have to walk before getting to my destination. Time was passing by as I arrived at the park to come face to face with the tree. I knelt down before deciding I didn't care about my clothes and sat my ass on the grass. I read the plack before placing the flowers I had just brought next to it, "I love you both".

Flashback:

"So where shall we go for tea tonight princess, your pick"

"dad I'm six you must call me Lindsey the princess".

Both my mom and dad began to laugh at my comment before we decided on the Chinese around the corner from here. As we sang and laughed none of us expected a car involved in a police chase to come speeding around the corner. However, as it sped it lost control and smashed directly into our car leaving us rolling along the road and hitting straight into the park gates.

"Princess!"

"Daddy!"

"I'm so sorry princess, I love you okay don't forget that daddy and mommy love you".

End of Flashback:

I was barely holding on but my mom and dad suddenly stopped talking and as a six-year-old, I still knew that they were gone but that's the last thing I remembered before blacking out. When I woke up in the hospital my aunt was next to me and I instantly began to cry as I already knew but just didn't want to accept it. From then until I turned 18 she raised me and protected me from the world. This tree was where I placed their plack of memory and is where I came when yet another year passed. I sat leaning against the tree, letting the tears flow down my face until I hear him, "it's 6 o'clock". I could hear he was angry so wiped away the tears from my face, "I've been looking for you all day, do you know what, you're in for a hell of a punishment for this". I looked down at the tree before nodding at him accepting the punishment I had a feeling would come but he stopped and read my mother and fathers plaque aloud. Once he had finished he turned to look at me and I smiled at him softly before he said, "I'm sorry".

We drove home in silence and before I got out of the car without facing me he said, "why do you have to be just like her?"