When we met.

Time For The Truth.

Lindsey's P.O.V

As I woke up my body stung, the pain unbearable yet satisfactory as it reminded me of the night I had with my master. Speaking of my master I turned my head to find him missing in my bed and it was as if he never slept there. Parts of me hated the fact that he left without saying anything but other parts of me understood because as a submissive I can't exactly expect every part of him when he's not mine, it's only my body that is his. It took all my will power to get my self out of bed with the pain I felt but I managed to take myself to the shower where I let the hot water falling down my body do the healing. I started to think about my week here at Logan's and how out of the lives I could have ended up with I got this one. This life has changed me in many ways within a week and I should feel afraid of this life but instead, I desire it. A man who hurt me yesterday and this morning at half one I was having s*x with him on my own free will and I loved the fricking hell out of it. I still feel his touch on my skin, his lips on my body and the incredible sensation when his d**k tore open a part of my v****a that was untouched. His actions consume me and this life has a hold of me and I don't even mind, I crazily love it.

After my shower, I got dressed into sweatpants so that I would be a little comfortable in the pain I faced and walked slowly downstairs for breakfast. Josie stood in the kitchen and I watched her as she made pancakes for breakfast which is also something I learned to love in this house. "Josie, have you seen Logan today?" she turned to smile at me whilst handing me a glass of orange juice, "yes honey he had to go into work as there were some business issues". I sat in the chair sipping my orange juice whilst waiting for the delicious pancakes to cook, "do you know when he will be back?" she shook her head and gave me an apologetic smile before handing me the pancakes. As she left the room I was there alone and it was at that moment that I didn't have an appetite instead I just left the house to walk around the perimeter. Sure I looked like s**t but that didn't matter as the cold air was all I needed today if Logan wasn't gonna be here, well I needed to keep myself occupied. As I got back in the house I decided to read a book so I walked into the fire room where Josie told me about Logan's past with the woman I don't know about. "Alfred do you have any idea where my phone is?" I figured he didn't hear me as he never shouted back so I decided to roam around the places that I had been in the house that day to find my phone. Suddenly, I heard a noise from one of the rooms and it sounded as if it was Logan's and without thinking I decided to walk into the room. As I looked at the desk I saw Logan with his head back as he made soft grunts, his trousers were down and I knew that was only two things that could have caused it, I'm just hoping it was the first thing I thought of. I walked in a little further only to see a blonde haired girl on her knees near my master and my heart tore apart as anger and sadness consumed my every thought. "Are you fricking serious right now?" his eyes shot open as he heard me and he pushed the girl to the floor and stood to face me. I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry but I couldn't help it, the tears flow down my face and all I could do was run away. As I ran out of the office door I ran straight into Alfred who held my shoulders, "Lindsey what is wrong?" I cried more and pushed off of his hold and ran out of the front door. I had no idea where I was going but I needed to leave, everything I thought about earlier about being happy in this lifestyle disappeared. I ran through the streets without stopping and something vibrated in my pocket, I actually had my phone on me this whole time are you serious right now? I looked at the phone number only to see Logan's name appear, the thought of him made me want to cry so I switched off my phone so that he couldn't call me. I don't ever wanna see him again.

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Logan's P.O.V

I didn't want this to happen I really didn't, Rebecca turned up and I got too much into the moment again and DAMMIT what have I done? As Rebecca turned up she got into my head about the fact she loved me, she wanted me and she never meant anything that she did 3 years ago. Every time I see her she gets into my head and controls me all over again. The fact that Lindsey walked in breaks me and her running away makes me feel worse but Alfred made me feel 10 times worse than that when he came into my office. "What on earth have you done?" after we talked he made me go to find her so I drove around town and even tried the park but she was nowhere to be seen. I called her a dozen times and each time she hung up so I drove home to use Alfred's phone as there is more of a chance of her answering him after today. I sped home missing each speed camera so that the faster I got home, the faster I would know if she was safe. I pulled the Bentley into the land and ran through the door leaving the ignition on, "Alfred!" he came rushing to the door, "Mr Jone's". Before he spoke I cut him off asking for his phone but he refused until I heard him speak, "go upstairs her room". I ran as fast as I could to her room only to open the door to see her packing, "please don't leave", she ignored me and carried on packing. "Lindsey please", she turned to pick up her hairbrush and threw it at me sharply, it hit my shoulder blade and I looked at her understanding why she did it.

"It's about time you knew all the truth Lindsey".