"What should we do today?" I asked Camila after we got out of work. It is so nice that we finally came back from our before routine. I missed this, and I would never let things happen again between us. I would finally stick this time. And I still did not know when I would tell her about my feelings. And that is because she might feel awkward around and ignore me? Ugh. I do not want them to happen. Why am I always afraid of the risks? I guess it was already part of my personality. I sighed as I smiled at her instead. "Hmm, first thing first, did you already talk to Jacob? You guys had been avoiding each other for a while now, and I am sure that you do not want your friendship to end that way." She said to me, which made me suddenly think of Jacob. Well, I was the one who was trying to reac

