Ever since I moved with him, the further we have gone intimately was foreplay. I never for once allowed him to enter me. Each time he tries touching my v****a, I shiver and a force from nowhere engulfs me, making me push him away.
I couldn't also bring myself to tell him what I had passed through in the hands of Asher. How the trauma affects me. Each time I push him away, he hugs me instead and consoles me. This act of his always brings tears to my eyes.
I couldn't help it. My mate was suffering and it was all because of me. I've tried countless times to close my eyes and force myself but whenever his eyes reach my v****a, I shiver.
I have no one to talk to and it's killing me. I can no longer bear this and I would have to either tell him. Maybe telling him will ease my fear. Maybe hi
