There was a time when I used to think,
"What if you hadn't left?"
“Would things be different now?"
“Good or Bad Different?"
The evening air had turned crisp, laced with the faint scent of pine as Terina’s car coasted down the private gravel road. The engine purred like a lullaby, but Manya sat stone still in the passenger seat, her eyes fixed on the trees blurring past.
She hadn’t bothered to start a conversation after they dropped Thea off at the pack house, all bubbly gratitude and soft hugs. The silence between them wasn’t awkward. It was simply... there. Manya didn’t fill silences unless they needed filling. And Terina, thankfully, had learned not to try.
She made no comment as the grand Kazimir residence loomed behind them as they passed through the gates. Terina didn’t slow. Instead, the car veered gently toward a smaller road leading deeper into the estate.
The house that emerged was nothing like the cold magnificence of Kazimir’s. It was nestled just past the edge of a cluster of trees, and was modern yet homely. The sleek exterior was a balance of stone and wood, large glass windows allowing a glimpse into the warmth of the interior.
It was less imposing than Kazimir’s mansion, more intimate yet no less luxurious. A wide porch stretched across the front, with comfortable outdoor furniture placed casually as if the home was meant to be lived in, not just admired from afar. The gravel driveway was neatly kept, with the soft light of lanterns illuminating the way to the door.
Terina parked without a word.
Manya’s eyes lingered on the house a moment longer. She hadn't expected Gravilla's home to look so... human. So lived-in. It unsettled her more than opulence ever could.
Terina was already out, striding up the steps like she owned the place. Manya followed, slower, slipping out of the car with her usual indifferent grace.
By the time she reached the steps, Terina had already pushed the door open. “Gravilla! We’re here!” she called out like she’d done it a thousand times.
Manya stepped inside, gaze flicking over the interior. It smelled of sage and roasted coffee beans. The floors gleamed under soft lighting. The space was curated but not cold—there were blankets folded with intention, plants healthy and thriving in corners, books half-read on shelves, and small personal trinkets. A home built by someone who guarded herself but never left things unfinished.
Footsteps descended from upstairs—measured, unhurried.
A moment later, Gravilla appeared at the top of the staircase. She moved with the grace of someone who knew exactly what they wanted—and how to get it.
Her rose-gold hair tied back, her clothes minimal but commanding. Black tank. Loose dark pants. Ankle boots that didn’t make a sound but carried weight.
Her gaze found Manya first.
“Welcome,” she said, her voice smooth and restrained, like cool marble over steel. “Apologies for not coming to you. It would’ve been the more courteous thing.”
Her piercing gaze swept over them, and a small smile tugged at the corner of her mouth, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes. She gave Terina a quick, assessing glance before her gaze landed back on Manya.
Manya straightened, her posture calm but with a hint of quiet confidence. “Terina didn’t give me much of a choice, I was basically kidnapped,” she said with a slight smirk. “You sent Terina. That says enough.”
Gravilla’s lips twitched at that—something close to a smile but far too controlled to be real.
“I owed you the courtesy of an invitation,” she said, descending fully into the living room. “Next time, it will be personal.”
Terina slapped Manya’s arm lightly, her eyes narrowing. “You could just skip the kidnapping part and get straight to the complimentary part.” Her tone was playful but firm.
Manya let the banter pass. Her gaze remained on Gravilla.
“You’ve got a nice place,” she said, her tone flat but not unkind.
Gravilla's lips twitched upward, though her eyes remained sharp, studying Manya. "I like to keep things simple," she replied, her voice steady but carrying that no-nonsense edge. "It’s more of a sanctuary than a showpiece."
“I’m glad I came.” Manya's tone was light, teasing, but she wasn’t blind to the way Gravilla seemed to size her up. She had spoken with Gravilla before. She was the first royal Lycan she had contact with. It could be said Gravilla was the reason she meant Kazimir.
Terina brushed past both women, heading into the open kitchen. “She means that in the nicest way,” she called, already rummaging through cabinets. “And Manya, this house is her idea of softness. You should feel honored.”
Manya moved further inside, silent for a moment. Then, casually: “It does feel... real. Not like the artic Kazimir calls a home.”
Manya could feel the woman’s usual subtle, silent interrogation.
Gravilla raised an eyebrow, her cool demeanor unshaken. "I don’t do invitations often," she remarked. "But Terina’s persistence has a way of making things happen. I will extend a more personal invite next time."
They moved into the kitchen, where Terina was already unpacking a modest spread of drinks and snacks. Manya stood at the edge of the island, untouched by the domestic ease of the scene.
"Don’t mind her. She’s a little cold until you earn her respect,” she said over her shoulder to Manya, the teasing tone evident in her voice. "She’s like a fortress with a coffee addiction."
The woman’s intensity was impossible to ignore, but she didn’t seem like the type to warm up easily. Not without reason, at least.
Gravilla poured water into a glass, her movements clean, deliberate. “I wanted this to be informal,” she said without turning. “No titles. No posturing. Just a conversation.”
“You’re not the posturing type?” Manya asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Only when I need to be,” Gravilla replied, finally placing the glass in front of Manya. “But I don’t waste energy performing for people I haven’t decided to care about.”
Manya took the glass without a thank you, and leaned casually against the counter. “So... why am I here, really?”
“Because Terina insists you are real.” Gravilla’s words landed like a statement, not a compliment. “And I trust her judgment.”
Manya met her gaze, calm and steady. “Then say what you need to say.”
Gravilla stepped closer, not crowding, but closing the distance enough that her presence felt like gravity.
“I wanted to see you for myself. Not through reports. Not through secondhand impressions. You’re... curious,” she said. “And curiosity can be either a gift or a threat. Depends how it's handled.”
A silence stretched. Manya didn’t flinch.
“If this is about Kazimir,” she said, tone unfazed, “then you’re wasting your breath. I’m not here to prove anything to anyone.”
Gravilla gave a soft, cold laugh. “Good. Because proving yourself to me is a losing game.”
“I don’t play games I can’t win,” Manya replied.
Another pause. Then a rare shift in Gravilla’s posture—barely perceptible, but there. A microexpression of respect.
“Neither do I,” Gravilla said. “Which is why I’ll be watching.”
Manya sipped her water, unbothered. “Watch all you like.”
Gravilla’s lips twitched upward, but it was hard to tell if she was amused or intrigued. "You’ve got fire, I’ll give you that. Fitting for a true Queen." she said. "But remember, Manya... not everything can be won with fire. Some things require more subtlety.”
At that moment, Terina clapped her hands once, grinning between them. “Great! Tension. Eye contact. Subtle threats. I love it here.”
Neither woman smiled as something passed between them in that moment—not heat, not tension. Just mutual recognition. Two women used to being guarded. Two women who didn’t like to be seen—unless they chose to be.
The room settled into silence after that—not awkward. Solid. Like something had been stated and accepted without ceremony.
Manya took another sip of her drink, then gave the faintest, almost imperceptible smirk.
Wanting to look around, Manya wandered out of the kitchen, her gait slow, fluid, uninterested. A faint hum passed her lips as she scanned the modest living room, then strolled toward the far window, hands tucked loosely into her pockets.
Gravilla watched her go with interest and the moment the doorframe swallowed Manya from sight, she turned to Terina. “The last time I asked how you felt about Manya, you said she was ‘great,’” Gravilla said casually, not missing the subtle shift in Terina’s demeanor. “Now, I see why.”
She paused, glancing at Terina with a softness that only Terina would notice. “Not because I know, but because this is the first time I’m seeing you be… close to someone else.”
Terina let out a breath and grabbed two bottles from the fridge, setting it on the counter with a soft clink. “I’m not some emotional wreck, Gravilla.” Terina’s fingers paused on the edge of a glass bottle. “She’s… different,” Terina muttered, and instantly hated how soft it sounded. She straightened her spine.
Gravilla turned her sharp eyes on Terina, something unreadable in her expression. “I’m happy to see you’re finally making an effort to connect with someone. You’re even joking around with her.” Her tone was soft but filled with concern.
“She’s easy to laugh with,” Terina said, a little too quickly. She reached for the fridge again, yanked the last bottle free, and let it clink against the counter. “That doesn’t mean anything.”
“Doesn’t it?” Gravilla’s voice softly.
Gravilla had always been a protector in her own way, looking out for Terina in ways no one else had.
She leaned against the counter, arms crossed, gaze fixed on the drink like it might offer answers she didn’t have. “Manya’s just... easy to be around. She doesn’t expect anything from me. She doesn’t poke. Doesn’t pry.”
She lift her gaze to lock on Gravilla as she continued.“She’s real,” Terina said, more forcefully now. “There’s no pretending with her. No tiptoeing. She lets me be—godess, she ignores me half the time.”
Gravilla let the silence expand between them like ice. Finally, she gave a small nod. “I’ll let her prove herself,” she said. The words were not approval, not acceptance—merely an observation. A decision. “I know she is Kazimir’s mate and our feature queen but just don’t make this about emotions. No one is safe unless tested.”
Terina exhaled a short laugh and grabbed the plate of snacks. “Says the queen of repression.”
In the living room, Manya sat with one knee hooked over the arm of the couch, her eyes half-lidded as she stared at the blank television screen. She wasn’t bored. She wasn’t amused either. She was just… here. Present, but not invested.
The quiet was nice—a moment of serenity she rarely allowed herself.
Despite years of constantly moving and never having a home to truly call her own, Manya had never felt the pang of loneliness. She didn’t crave stability or the comfort of others. That had been drilled out of her long ago. Trusting only herself had become a survival mechanism, a rule she rarely broke. Mitzi’s presence was a calming balm for her chaotic mind, but that was enough.
The conversations, the glances, the life between her and Mitzi—it all played out like someone else’s story.
She heard the footfalls before she saw them. Terina strode in, balancing snacks and drinks like offerings to a quiet god. Manya didn’t move.
“You look comfortable,” Terina said, setting everything down with casual noise. “Try not to fall asleep. Gravilla might take it personally.”
“I’d apologize, but I don’t do that,” Manya replied, her voice smooth, low, dry. She shifted only enough to reach for a drink. “Besides, I’ve slept in worse places.”
Gravilla entered next, cool and controlled. She didn’t look at Manya at first, didn’t speak, just placed her tray down with surgical precision. Then, lifting her gaze, she asked, “Soft drinks or something stronger?”
“Soft’s fine,” Manya answered and reached lazily for a biscuit. “Do they have eggs?” she asked.
“No,” Terina replied with a crooked smile.
“How are you finding things so far?” Gravilla asked.
“Coping." Manya shrugged. “I’m curious.”
“Curiosity kills.” Terina cuts in.
“I’m not a cat.”
Gravilla almost smiled—but didn’t. Instead, she leaned back, arms folded, quietly settling in like falling ash.
Later, outside in the car, Manya stretched as Terina started the engine.
“She’s intense,” Manya said.
Terina smirked. “You noticed.”
“She looks at people like she’s measuring the distance between trust and betrayal.”
“That’s because she is.”
“Do you trust her?”
Terina hesitated. “Yes.”
Manya nodded once. “Good. She’ll be useful.”
Terina shot her a look. “She’s not a tool.”
“No,” Manya agreed, then smiled faintly. “She’s a sword.”
They pulled into Kazimir’s driveway, and Terina reached over.
“Wait,” she said. “The King asked me to take this off.”
Her fingers unclasped the bracelet with a metallic click. The moment it fell away, Manya rolled her wrist and let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.
“Feels like someone stopped pressing down on my soul,” she muttered.
“Better?”
“Free.”
There was a pause.
Then Manya’s eyes met Terina’s, calm and dangerous. “Try it. Just once.”
“Try what?”
“Letting go.”
Terina inhaled—and for one heartbeat, she did. The guard dropped. The tension loosened. Then she realized what was happening.
Her eyes narrowed. “Stay out of my head.”
Manya grinned, stepping back into the shadows. “Just a test run. Relax.”
She turned and walked away, her smile lingering as she disappeared into the shadows of the house.