The last time I cried was the last night at my home. After that, I promised myself that I would never cry whatever happens. Even when doctors told me that Jack had a weak heart, I hushed my tears and never let them fall down. At times when I panicked or even got really tensed, I never cried. I always stood strong for my son. But today tears flowed down my cheeks without any control. I have never realized that I had lost a lot of things after a single night with my love. I feel ashamed of myself thinking that it’s my cowardice that cost everything not just to me but to Jack also. I always thought that I have just lost my family. In reality, I lost a loving husband and more importantly a caring mother-in-law. Unintentionally, I have taken away both his families from Jack. I cried silently so
