June 3,2016 I have gone through 5months straight without any s*x and I'm starting to think I won't make it any longer especially with raina walking around the house with just a bikini on and I'm starting to think that she is doing this on purpose. Two hours before Today we were going to go to the beach since she stated 'I need to get out of this house' so I decided we spend a couple of days at a hotel near the beach after all I do need a break from working. I head to my trunks and everything that we needed was packed up all I had to do was sit and wait for raina since she couldn't decide on what to where on her first time to the beach. It was still hard to believe that she has never ever went to the beach before at first when she told me I didn't believe her but than the more she told

