My Secret Life

My shy mate

I was reading in my room when Stephan knocked at the door and asked to come in. We sat on the sofa for some time and no one was talking. I just pretended to continue reading my book when he chuckled and asked "Do you really read books upside down?" I was so nervous and felt like my blood was draining out of my whole body. I didn't even notice that it was upside down. "Oh uhm, I.." I was trying to find excuses when he moved so suddenly and swiftly towards me taking my book and placing it on the table as he put his left hand around my waist and his right hand cupping my face. I was so sure that my face was turning all red by now. I'm freaking out with how close he is to me and I can smell his scent it feels heaven in his arms. He smells like a grapefruit and I am so lost in his dark blue eyes like the skies clouded with wild thoughts. He's so handsome, how can I ever resist him. He came closer and closer until our faces were inch apart. "You're my mate" he whispered as he smiled sweetly gently caressing my cheek. I smiled back at him "You're my mate too" I replied and he chuckled closing the space between us as he kissed my forehead and then both my cheeks. I thought he would kiss my lips but he didn't. Cleo was so disappointed she wanted him to do more but he stopped.

"You're parents are here, don't tell them about us yet! We'll tell them together some other day." He kissed my hand and went out through the window and turned into a wolf as he landed on the grass his wolf was Greyish black and there's a bit of white he looks shiny at night as I remembered our first run together last night. My wolf was like his but I have brown fur from my dad and the greyish one from my mom. "Elise can we come in?" mom asked and I opened the door for them. "There's something we want to talk to you about" Dad said as we walked towards the sofa. "What is it dad? Is there a problem?" I asked. My mom took my hand as she slowly shooked her head "No honey, everything is fine. Actually your dad and I have been wondering if you wanted to come and live with us." mom said "You will be the future of our pack and it would be a good thing if you get used to our territory as soon as possible" my dad added. I wanted to come and live with them but I was hesitant because I'm just new to this world and I am only familiar with Lane and Stephan although I know they're my parents, still I haven't been with them for my whole life. "Mom, Dad, I really wanted to come with you but, I... I think I need more time." I looked down scared about my parents feelings dad cupped my cheek and made me look into his eyes. "It's okay, Elise. There's nothing to worry about. I know this is a lot to take in and we don't mean to put you in any pressure. Your mother and I will wait for you until you're ready to go home." he said with tears in his eyes and I too were crying as well as mom. "Mom...Dad, I promise I will come home as soon as I can. I will do my best to embrace you, and our home as a part of me. Please wait for me." I said to them and hugged them both as we cried together. After our heartwarming talk mom and dad left to pack their things because they need to go home to our pack to do important pack matters. I went out to look for Stephan but I couldn't find him so I decided to go straight to his room. I knocked but the door was open so I went straight in. "Step..." before I could call his name he swiftly lifted me up into the air and carried me bridal style to his bed. "Where was I?" he said smiling with so much arrogance and hunger in his eyes. He started kissing my forehead again, and then my cheeks. He stared at my lips and touched it with his finger as he comes closer I closed my eyes. The feeling was sensational, the touch of his lips in mine. The hot feeling that travels all over my body as he kisses me gently and strokes my back. He lay on top of me and continued to kiss me he's getting rougher and rougher as his hands slide from my back to my waist. It feels so hot and I know he can smell how aroused I am right now. "I want to claim you so bad, Elise." he whispered into my ears and cleo lost it. She wanted it so bad, we wanted it. I was ready to kiss Stephan again but he stopped me. "I'm sorry, Elise. I shouldn't have provoked you. Let's not do this yet. We have given your parents approval first and then let everyone know you're mine and that I will claim you." he said with so much eagerness. I know he's probably having a hard time resisting my smell right now as I am having a hard time as well. He carried me back into my room and took me to the bathroom as he kissed my forehead and left.

'I'm so annoyed right now!' cleo snarl. 'I know, I am too! but I understand his intentions.' I responded. Cleo was so mad she tried to be set free but I told her not to because I am tired and would want to just stay in the room for the day to avoid Stephan and to not get tempted all over again. Cleo didn't like the idea as she was hoping to run into the forest to let her anger take over. I quickly washed up and changed clothes. I have nothing else to do for the day so I watched TV and didn't really pay attention to the time. It's so amazing to be in this world full of things I never had back in the castle. I'm glad that Lane was able to live in this world for so long now and find the peaceful life he wanted, away from our father. Now that I find Lane again, I'm not sure I can leave him. I wanted to be by his side and want him to be there for me and make up for those years he left me. I wonder what he has to go through all those years he was alone here. I would first make sure that Lane is doing well before I completely accept my true faith and live with my real parents. My mind was filled with so many things and so many ideas and plans for the future. Who would've thought that just a few days ago my life went upside down and my whole world collapsed from all the secrets the life I'm living have. Now, things turned out to be better than what I expected and I actually liked the fact that I'm a wolf and I am not scared anymore. I don't call myself a monster and I am taking all the changes in my life so well because of my parents and my loved ones. I started falling asleep as I was lost in thoughts when I heard Lane calling for me.

I stopped on my tracks and couldn't move when I smelled such an amazing scent... It wasn't Stephan... It can't be...