Lena started at me with mouth open the moment I made those statements .
I know if I were to be in her shoes I would have reacted the same way .
I know it is the best but I shouldn't be Blamed for this. I just don't know how it happened .
"What you are trying to tell me is that ,the same man that you hated so much and his so your so called stepfather and baby daddy and you open yur legs should you also gave it to him for him to f**k you again ".
My eyes were burning from the tears. I look so furious now.
"You don't get it Lena ,you don't just get it ,I knew if you were in my shoes you would have done something like this ,that man. I had control over my body .
I didn't know what he did to me , but I find myself longing for him everyday and you don't know how that feels .
