Maya's pov I lay on top of Noah's chest to catch my breath. Both of our chests our moving up and down in our postcoital bliss. It doesn't feel as foreign as I believed it would. I was desperately missing being intimate with him. I slided next to him on the bed and he wrapped his hands around me and he slept. I couldn't really sleep so I got up changed into my clothes and as Noah was going tomorrow so I wanted to write a really special letter for him. I think about reinventing myself a lot Like I can't stick to one thing long enough. I do everything a lot. I talk a lot. I move a lot. I swear a lot. I read a lot. And maybe I love a lot. You know when was the first time I realized that I felt for you a little more than you do, it was my birthday. When Steve left me and I was tot

