“Stop making everything about you because it’s not!” I covered my face with my palm as I felt my face turned hot not of embarrassment but because of unexpected anger which is starting to boil inside of me. I’d like to think that I don’t know why I’m acting this way, but I clearly know why. I’m still shaken by what happened earlier and I hated myself for it. I hated Trevor for not being there with me and I know that that’s absurd and that’s not reasonable, but I just can’t help but feel that way. I was so terrified that I can still feel my legs shaking and my head spinning. I was so scared and I’m too tired to even cry about it anymore because I’ve been crying every day. “I’m sorry--” “Stop apologizing Trevor! Just stop! How many times do I have to tell you?!” He tried t

