CHAPTER 5 – IT’S NOT SAFE, BUT I WANT TO STAY
I wake up next minute he’s gone, what was I expecting from someone like him, ughhhh I let my guard down, but I mean he’s seducing enough for me to want every inch of that in me, I’m getting ready to shower, then I hear gunshots, jesus, where did that come from, what the f**k is going on, I’m trying to locate the place I heard that gunshot sound from, I am walking in a big mansion trying to locate where the sounds came from, I am as confused and scared as f**k at the same time, next minute I see armed men coming out from a refined space, I happened to go for a closer look cause I’m pretty sure the sounds came from there, I opened the door and what I saw next sent a chill down my spine, “clean this mess up, and get me the rest of them” he says as he cleans he hands stained with blood, “the rest of them?” I look closer and I see a man being tortured and covered in blood, he turns to look at me “what” I snap back to reality as I prepare to run for my dear life, “wait, come here now”,
“I said stop”,
“get her, don’t loose sight of her”, he yelled
oh no there’s no place to run to now and he’s right behind me
“stop right there, don’t make this worse for both of us okay little” he said
“who the f**k builds a house like this huh?” I asked yelling from a distance
“I guess I’m not the only one you’ve kept locked in here” I said in fear
“how many are they”
“how many what” he asked
“how many people have you killed, and how many women have you kept up locked in like me huh?”
“the people I kill is none of your f*****g business, you had no business being there” he said so brazenly, but at the same time scared like he wants to keep me out his business and at the same time protect me from what I might find out.
“what the f**k is wrong with you?”
“ and as for the women, it’s just you okay?, I yearned for you, the moment I saw you, I knew you were mine to keep, and I got you, so I’m f*****g keeping you, do you get that?, You ain’t going no where, so don’t waste your time and strength looking for a way out cause I promise you there’s none little” he said and I could tell from his face how bad he wants me.
“is that a threat?” I asked, as soon as I heard those words, me being the only woman he’s kept here, I promise you, I was thrilled, I felt a little bit of joy inside me, it is toxic but damn why do I feel like I have always wanted this , I wanted to feel special and wanted and now I do, I guess now I own and control him, I mean he wants me, he craves me, so why not.
“so how about you come here and let me eat you up and let you feel some inches inside your sweet p***y huh? The moment I heard those words come out from his mouth, I obeyed and walked up to him like the obedient girl I am, “that’s it, I know you want some, and daddy craves you right now” he said as he carries me over his shoulders and gave me a light and freaky spank on my butt, we are both in the room, he lays me on the bed, I feel his lips on my legs, he’s lips touching my thigh as he put in two fingers inside my v****a, going in slowly and coming out slowly, my moans are echoed all over the room,
“don’t stop” I moan in his ear
“of course little” he says as he moans in my ear, moan? Did I just hear him moan, oh this turns me up more. He slowly takes off my clothes and slowly spreads my legs wide open on the bed, there he is staring at my vagina
“oh little, I could eat you up right now and never starve again” he said
“then go ahead, eat it” I said and the next minute he rushes his head down there like he has been waiting for this moment his whole life and I could see how desperate he is to eat me the f**k up , moaning echoing all over the room, “don’t stop, I love it, oh my God” I say, moaning all over the room out loud, next minute he stops, before I could get a grasp he flips me over, my head facing down and my butt facing up,” we just getting started” he said, my moans echo all over the room, he keeps going in and out and leaving me on edge
“deeper” “deeper” “I’m almost there” I say as I moan out”
“you’re mine little” “I own you”, he says as he moans all over
We both reach climax and he lays me down on his veiny arms and pats my head like a good girl that I am.
Next moment he gets up to leave without spending a minutes with me after we just had the most steaming s*x,
“where are you going”?
“for business” he said as he steps out
“I mean we just had the most steaming s*x of my life and he gets up to leave”? “I mean he claims to be obsessed with me? Makes me wonder what am really here for, it was then I realized I have started having feelings for him, “I think I love him” ohh lucky me, I say knowing full well I might be delusional, “oh well…………………..” “business he says, then he comes back and f***s me how ever he likes huh”?
I lay on the bed with my night robe trying to fall asleep.
Next morning sleeping as I hear a loud knock at the door, hearing voices mumbling, as I stood up to go look at what was happening, I see my master standing there, feeling excited as I rush towards him to hold him in my arms, I see him covered in blood,
“oh my God, what happened?, why is there blood on you? Are you okay? Some one answer me, I yelled at the top of my voice
“get her out of here” he ordered his men
“what? No, don’t touch me, why won’t you let me get close to you huh? I just want to help, is anything wrong with that?”
“I said get her out of here” he ordered his men in anger
“don’t touch me I said, I’ll leave on my own, I look him dead in the eye and I could see he was in pain, but he just wouldn’t let me in, I had no choice but to leave and go to my room where I lay in my bed and cried my eyes out,
“all I wanted was to help you, why won’t you let me in, why won’t you let me know what’s wrong”? I say while crying like a child till I fell asleep.
Sleeping till I hear a knock on my door
“knock, knock little” “little”?
“leave me alone” “get out, I don’t want to speak to you, infact I never want to speak to you again”
“oh little, I’m sorry, I just don’t want to involve you in what I do, I value you too much to risk that okay baby” he says
“but I want to get involved, I want to know the man I gave myself to, the man whom I just had s*x with, is that too much to ask of you?”
“you don’t ever let me in, I have no idea what goes on in your life, but you know every f*****g person in my life, what I do, who I talk to, I’m not even allowed to go anywhere, I stay here all day and the only thing I asked in return you can’t do it?” why did you even keep me here? as a s*x tool?
“jane? He yells at me in anger. “s*x tool? Baby I want you, I need you, I value you, that’s why you are here little,”
“all those words except “ I love you” , you have never said those words to me, all you keep on telling me is how much you want and need and value me, but never how much you love me”
“well you have never said that to me either” he said to me brazenly
“well “ I love you” okay, I love you so much that I would do anything for you, I love you so much that I am willing to take what ever risk that comes with getting involved with you, I love you so much that I do not f*****g care what you do “ okay?? Next minute he rushes towards me and gives me a very tight bone breaking hug and kisses me.