CHAPTER 15Isasazwa ngqo kumabonakaude In front of the camera I understand your impatience, Andile. But everything’s different for me now, since yesterday. Now, there’s only one thing that matters. I take one more deep breath, gather all my strength. Slowly, I roll up my towel. You see, I got my test result yesterday. The night before I probably had as much hope, said as many prayers and got as little sleep as millions of other people in the same situation. It wasn’t easy, not in the least. What were the chances of that bastard leaving only very little, maybe too little of his infected semen inside me? I wanted to be reassured at any cost. I was clutching at every straw I could think of. Like when Nomtha related something she’d heard from the nurse, such as the fact that there isn’t alw

