Written by the Moon

29~ CLIFF

I sat comfortably on the tree branch. My eyes gazed upon the next writing I’m writing. The sixth writing. Lately, I have been watching Forest and Zafeya from afar. I had to do it. I had no choice. It is my job and duty. I cast a spell as soon as I saw Forest and Zafeya just near the tree I am sitting on.

A spell where they can’t sense me. I have come to know how Forest can easily sense me. So, I had to mask my scent from him. And for the past weeks, I have seen how their relationship grew. I never knew they can grow so much chemistry. My eyes glanced in their direction as I finish my sixth writing to be effective tonight.

It’s surprising how I have come so far. Now, I am starting a love story for Forest. I might have hurt him but he looks happy now with Zafeya. Different from what I previously saw from him. I am finally relieved that all my writings had a big impact on him.

Even if he had to forget about me, I’d care less. My priority right now is to not get messy with Forest.

This tree. It’s the same tree where Forest found me before. He found me when I was adoring the majestic moon. This time. Fate has turned the table. Now, I found him. I found him adoring Zafeya. He doesn’t need to look for me this time. I will make sure that Zafeya will own him. His heart and soul will be conquered by Zafeya, his mate.

Not anyone else.

He deserves someone who the Goddess chose for him.

It’s Zafeya.

Not me.

I looked at them just below me, having a stroll in the forest. Lately, I have been seeing them in the forest more often. I guess, they’d like it here better. It’s quiet and in peace. They can fully grow as mates here. My eyes dropped to their intertwined hands. It looked so tight… so secure.

My eyes stayed there for a while. My mind commanded me to look away but my eyes itched to look. It was a constant reminder that I need to realize they are mates. I must put in mind they are destined and meant to be. Their relationship is with the blessing to the Moon Goddess.

That even if I felt the pain and scorch in me, I had to remind myself that I am an Angel to serve. And Angel to serve the love of Forest for someone else. Their love is sacred and I have no right to say no. I blinked a couple of times before looking away.

The feeling of my chest was heavy and tight. That was the constant feeling I had. And when I looked away, it somehow lessened. I swallowed hard as my eyes saw Forest hug Zafeya as she whispered something to him.

I breathed heavily. They’re happy. And I should be. I must be. This is all my doings and I should be proud. I know I am. But why do I feel like everything is half-hearted? Why do I hesitate sometimes? I pursed my lips when Zafeya placed a kiss on his cheeks and ran. What a sweet couple. It would be a shame if I destroyed them.

I would be lying if I said I’m not thinking of separating them because somehow, I did. But those thoughts were just easy to shrug off and do my mission correctly. It’s not as if I don’t have a choice. I do have a choice. But my choice will be Forests’ happiness with someone he deserves.

And he deserves someone the Goddess chose for him.

I signed the sixth writing under the moon. The sacred paper slowly turned to ashes as the wind brought it to the sky… to the glorious moon.

My eyes darted the bright moon. The stars weren’t visible to my naked eyes. As if the moon reflected me. Alone in the darkness. I wonder how the moon is feeling right now. Does it sympathize with my situation right now or does it despise me?

With my shoulders down, I went down the tree. I walked in the direction opposite from where Forest and Zafeya went. I don’t know if I am avoiding them because they’re having a good time with each other or… I’m just scared seeing Forest.

Either way, I have decided. I have long decided.

The next couple of weeks was spent solely on my studies. I still wrote for Forest. Since Zafeya is a known Witch in our department, I hear all sorts of rumors. Rumors about her and Forest. How happy she has been. How their family is glad. How Forest respected her so much. How Forest loves her.

Well, it’s not a rumor anymore. They’re mates after all. It’s expected. I lowered my head as soon as I saw Zafeya approaching the cafeteria.

“Aren’t they a perfect match?” Sham said.

“I can’t believe they allowed Forest to follow her everywhere even here in the cafeteria,” Jedi never fails to mention that.

It’s been a week since Forest started to be with Zafeya for lunch. Everybody was in shock that the higher-ups allowed that. But they were mates and even nobles in this world so it was also expected already for me.

I continued with my food as they still talked about them.

“You really did a good job, Nav,” Michelle smiled warmly at me, looking proud.

I nodded and smiled tightly. My eyes found Mark. I pouted as I noticed he has been quiet lately. He’s busy with studies and his wolf to work on. in fact, all of us are busy. It’s just new that I’m seeing him quiet and very observant of me.

“You okay?”

He immediately nodded and smiled. I knew something was wrong. Something is bugging him. Even if I want to confront him or just comfort him, he wouldn’t want one. I think it would be the other way around. I think Mark wants to confront and comfort me.

I smiled warmly at him.

“I’m fine, Mark. Don’t worry.”

I saw his reaction. His shocked face later on recovered with a relieved smile. He nodded as he tapped my back. I can’t believe he knows me this much. My mind immediately escalated to the guilt I am feeling. I still haven’t talked to Mark about Forest. I’ll wait for the right time.

One day, I’ll be able to tell him everything.

                                                                                                     Seventh Writing

For the love and faith is strong as their bond, Forest Castriel Alcazar will fully embrace Zafeya Marice Chidrome. When the dawn breaks, a confession of love, a breakthrough of trust, a love meant for each other. A cliff where the sun rises, a love so pure will grow in maturity. Forest Castriel Alcazars’ torn heart will perish as Eloise Naveah Acadian will vanish with it.

                                                                                                     Eloise Naveah Acadian

My hand touched the soft grass of the cliff I am sitting at as the moon was nowhere to be seen. It’s almost morning. It was hard for me to write the seventh writing. I had to admit that. I realized that I am letting Forest let go of all the feelings.

I mean, I should celebrate. He’ll have an awakening and will fully realize I am not the one for him. But damn, why do I feel torn now? Why would I feel this way? I licked my lips as I gazed at the sacred paper. It’s still unsigned.

Even signing it is making me hesitant. I looked down the cliff. The jungle of trees seemed fresh. The wind is cold yet good to the skin. At this moment, I can’t believe that I am in this situation. A situation where I hesitate for Forest to let go of me.

Or I’m just scared of letting him go?

I sighed as I looked up again. I have been sitting here thinking that the moon would show up but until now there’s still no sign. I waited to be comforted by the moon. I need that comforting light of the moon.

I don’t know why I need it but I just want it badly now. Maybe I’m not ready for Forest to forget his feelings for me. Whatever the reason, I just want a peek of the moon.

I remembered how Forest gave me the night sky. I remembered how he showed me a night full of sky and the majestic moon when it didn’t show up. I remember those vividly. My heart lingers to that memory. With just one touch of his hand, he showed me the galaxy.

And now, I’m finally letting it go. I could have done it in my previous writing but I think I needed time. and tonight is the right time. I may be hesitant but I must be reminded of my decisions. My principles and my utmost respect to the Moon Goddess and Forest.

I saw the sun peeking already. I huffed an amount of breath. It’s time. I summoned back my pen. My shaking hands were inevitable this time. The sacred paper waited for my sign. I nodded slowly as I signed the sacred paper. A lone tear fell.

It didn’t have to trace on cheeks as it fell directly to the cliff. My head bowed as the sacred paper turned to ashes. My shoulders dropped. It took a minute for me to stand up and leave the cliff.

Today, the cliff and the sun will be witnesses to the fading of his feelings for me. I smiled. I walked from a distance. My chest felt tight again. I let my hand touch my pounding chest. Calm down, please. I went to a higher place where I can view the cliff from above. I decided to be up on a tree.

I sat on a branch as I waited for them to arrive. It’s stupid for me to witness this today. I remember how I never wanted to do stupid things and here I am now. How funny. I waited patiently for them. I want to see it.

The sun never shares secrets to the moon that’s why I had to see it for myself. Seeing it will be a slap of reality. My wake-up call.

As the sun rose slowly and the horizon is finally exploding with warm colors, my eyes finally saw a man’s figure. So regal and strong looking. Just one look I know who it is.

Forest.

I already memorized every inch of him. I never realized it sooner but now I know. From the way he speaks, the words he uses, the movement of his lips, the way his eyes burn me, the way he walks with so much power, his angelic face but devilish smile, and his love. I remember it so well.

My brows furrowed when I realized it was only him. There was no sign of Zafeya. My heart started pounding so hard. My eyes searched for a woman. But there was none. It was only Forest on the cliff. He looked at the sun with so much glory. His skin looked so good when it hit the sun. He looks more handsome now.

I can’t believe that I am finally saying he’s handsome and even admitting he looks even more handsome when the suns’ rays hit him.

But my heart stopped. It froze. My breathing was short when his gaze went to me. My eyes widened as I looked at him. His eyes reflected me. As if, we both went through the same thing. As if it wasn’t only me that suffered. I stood up from the branch I’ve been sitting.

I shook my head and ran without looking back. What just happened? Why did he see me? I’m sure from that distance he can’t sense me. it’s just impossible. I continued to run in the endless forest.

I stopped from my tracks when I noticed the trail I have run was repeating and it felt like nothing happened. It felt so long and endless. I looked around and the trees were just the same. What the heck is happening.

And out of nowhere, Forest appeared. I took steps back. My eyes saw the pain and neglect. It is more longing and sorrow now than before. But I have been writing. I have signed the sacred papers seven times now! And right now. he should be with Zafeya! Why is he here!?

“Stop running from me, Nav,”

I shook my head when he took a step forward.

“Go away!”

“Please? Just don’t run.”

“Leave me alone.”

He closed his eyes in so much despair. But while I’m seeing him like this, my heart felt pain but also… joy.

I laughed sarcastically. I can’t believe this! I’m even happy that with the thought that Forest might not have forgotten his feelings for me. I think I’m going crazy.

“No matter how many times I avoid you. No matter how many times I force myself several times to love Zafeya. No matter how much I stop seeking for you… I can’t. I can’t do it, Nav. It’s always you. I can’t stop myself anymore.”

I laughed at our situation.

“You love her. Don’t ever forget that,” I reminded him.

He shook his head making me lose my defenses.

“It’s you. I always say it’s you.”

No. no. no. no.

“You kissed her! You professed!”

“I can kiss you right now and profess.”

“Damn you!” I shook my head several times.

“Do you know why I always take Zafeya in the forest? Do you know why I go with her in the cafeteria even when it’s not allowed?”

Why is he saying this? There’s an answer deep in me but I don’t want it. Please, no. Not me.

“No, don’t say it.”

He smiled so heartfeltly. Even if I want it, I can’t.

“I want to be honest.”

“No.”

“It’s you I want to see. I want you near. Nav, I fell for you. My heart has been conquered and it’s you who hold it even when you clench it so many times. I’d rather let you hold my heart and scar it than let someone else own it.”

My jaw dropped. This man…

“Just forget about me, please?” even if it hurts.

Let me go even if I hate it. I’d rather let someone else conquer your heart than hurt you.

“I don’t want to lie to myself and Zafeya, Nav. I respect her and I want to stop fooling her with my white lies. I want my truth. You are my truth.”

To be continued…