I am wearing out the floor with how much I am pacing. This is different. I couldn’t tell the last time I got ready for a date and to top it off it was with him. I almost called it quits but Caroline is really enjoying this and I like to be a woman of my word and since I said I was going then I should go.
What if he doesn’t show up and this is all some game to him? To get me all dressed up for nothing?
But then he wouldn’t have come all the way to wait in front of our offices early in the morning. I scold myself at the random excuses I am making up. I can’t believe I am so anxious over this. Over him.
I walk into my sweeping closet filled with rows and rows of clothes with matching accessories and my frustration is at an all time high. Should I dress up or down? What if he carries m
