Madison Well, it’s been a whirlwind first day and night. I can’t believe I’ve only been here with jerkoff for just a day and already he has had me seething, wanting to slap him and scratch his eyes out and f**k him all at the same time. Am I exhausted? Absolutely. When he left me, I was so angry and frustrated not even cuddling Belle made me feel much better, besides she wriggled and wanted to tuck herself into a tiny ball and fall asleep. I could have had another shower to calm myself down but that wasn’t going to work, and I’d already had one before the dinner. There is such a thing as having to be careful with water usage and I for one am very particular about sustainability. Thus, another shower was out of the question. Instead, I laid on my bed and tried to read on my k****e, but

