Our life together

chapter 8

"What the hell do you think you're doing?"

I tried to cover myself up with the blanket when I see Ian's mad face glaring at the both of us. 

"What the hell dude!" Mark shouts at him.

 "Mark get out!" Ian shouts back at Mark, his face was filled with anger as Mark collects his clothes and leaves the room. 

 "What the hell were you thinking?" He looks at me, his face covered with anger.

 "Gosh, you are grumpy." I said poking his nose, giggled and smiled. He looked at me from top to bottom and bit his lower lip. 

 "We got to get you dresses."

"Aww why? You don't like what you're seeing?" I said pounding and gave him a puppy dog face.                                                                                                                                                    

"No baby, I love seeing what I see." He said with a smirk on his face.

 "Then why do you want me to get dressed." I whined again and started to giggle for no reason.

"Okay" he sighs and rubs the back of his neck

 "let's just get you in your clothes." He walked to my closet to find something for me to wear. 

"But I don't like my clothes." I wines again. He chuckled,

 "what do you want to wear then? 

 "What about the shirt you're wearing." I said childishly and pointed at the shirt he was wearing. He chuckled once more and started to take off his shirt. I cheered when he took it. He tossed it towards me and I put it on. He starts to walk out the door but I stop him. 

 "Wait" he turned around 

"can you sleep next to me?" I patted the empty space next to me. 

 "I can't."

"But I don't like sleeping alone, I don't sleep well." I wine again.

 "I told Jamie she can sleep here tonight."

 "Jamie Lamie, whatever, you're too good for her. Besides she can still sleep here but you'll just be sleeping in my bed." I gave him a goofy wink when I said the last sentence. He laughed and sat next to me on the bed. 

 "Well I don't think she'll like that, though."

 "Whatever, she's not the one who can't sleep alone, no, I am." He laughed once more and starts to head out of my room.

 "Where are you going, we were having a conversation." I said. 

 "Well I'm going to bring Jamie to her house and I'll come back."

 "So you're going to sleep with me?" I smirked at him.

 "Is there another choice." He said sarcastically and walked out

 "Smart boy." I yelled for him to hear me. 

 I kept on laughing for a while for no reason and decided to watch some late shows they play on TV while I wait for Ian to return. It didn't take long for him to get back. When he came he got into bed with me and we watched some TV. He turned off the television for no reason and looked at me. 

 "Why'd you do that that was my favorite scene?" He ignored my question and just kept on staring at me. 

 "What is it dude?" I said staring at him the same way he was at me. 

 "What did you mean when you said I'm good for her?" 

 "Who?" 

 "Jamie"

 "Ow her" I rolled my eyes

"So?"

 "Soo"

 "What did you mean." He said getting annoyed. 

 "I don't know." I said stupidly and giggled.

 "Yeah whatever, I knew you wouldn't tell me because you're drunk anyway." He said rolling his eyes and getting under the blankets angry. 

 "I'm not drunk." I said but he ignored me. I poked him to see if he was awake. 

  "Are you ignoring me?" I said and kept poking him. He turned around angry and holding my hand tightly. 

 "Stop it Rose." He looked at me straight in the eyes making me feel small, like I was a small child. 

His grip was hurting me but he wouldn't let go. Tears started to run down my cheeks. He finally let go of my hand got up and left my room, leaving me to cry. What sounded like glass spattering was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep. My head was aching as I woke up, not sure what has happened last night besides that I probably have drunk too much. All I remember was telling everyone I was going to my room because I wasn't feeling well. I tried to remember what happened after but it made my headache even worse. I just sat on my bed trying to not feel so dizzy. I looked around and saw a note on my nightstand. Take this it will make you feel better ~ Ian. Next to the note was a glass of orange juice and an Advil. I took it in and started to feel better after a half an hour. I looked in the mirror and I looked like crap. My hair was messy, my eyes had bags under them and for some reason I was in the shirt Ian was wearing last night. That's when I realized what all had happened last night. From almost sleeping with Mark and Ian caught us to falling asleep crying. It all came back to me and I felt even worse about myself. I saw the time and realized I wouldn't make it for school, which I didn't really care because I wasn't planning on going anyways. I removed Ian's shirt throwing it in the basket and got into the shower wishing I could wash last night away. All of a sudden I got very hungry so I got out the shower wrapped my towel around and went downstairs to get some food. I didn't mind walking like this in the house, knowing that Ian won't be home because he's at work. I made myself a French toast and some tea. When I went back upstairs put on some clothes and decided to go into Ian's room, wondering what the sound was that I heard last night. I walked in but his room was clean not the same could be said about his bathroom. The Mirror was cracked; it looked like he punched his hand into it. The floor was covered with big and small pieces of glass covered with blood stains. So was the sink next to it there are some bandages and towels that were also covered with his blood. The vision of all of it made me nauseous and I puked in the toilet. In the cabinet below the sink there were some cleaning supplies so I started to clean. I know he has people that would do it but I know he wouldn't like to come home to this. I cleaned everything nicely and disposed the bandages and towels with blood. I didn't want to be home alone anymore so I went to Tyler's place. I needed to tell him what happened and he always makes me feel better, how shitty the situation may be. I left a message on the fridge incase Ian gets home before me. 

"Why is it every time you drink you end up sleeping with someone." Tyler says laughing and I laugh with him. I told him everything that happened and I felt like s**t telling him but like always we eventually laughed it out. He took me to dinner just like he promised and now we were walking down the street under the moonlight. 

 "So enough about me, what have you been up to?"I say looking at him curiously. 

 "Nothing much, just packing for when I'm leaving."

 "When are you leaving."

 "10 days."

 "So you're really leaving me then?"

 "I'm never leaving you baby." He says cheekily which makes me smile. He wraps his arms around my waist as we continue to walk to his car. We jammed to the songs on the radio while he was driving me to Ian's house. 

 "By the way, this weekend I'm having a party at my place with some friends, just something before I leave. You wanna come?" 

 "Depends, how many people are gonna come." I gave him a questioning look. 

"Uhh... Maybe about 50-100 people not much."

 "I'm guessing most of the people that are going to be there I won't know?"

 "Maybe but you'll know me." He smirked and I rolled my eyes.

 "Fine then."

 "Love you baby."

 "Yeah sure." I rolled my eyes once more and he continued to laugh. Around 11 o'clock I reached Ian's house. I said my goodbyes to Tyler and gave him a kiss on the cheek. The lights were on and I heard the TV playing. Ian must be home. I walked in trying to be as quiet as possible. But I failed miserably. As soon as I got inside the door slammed shut because of the wind, three heads turned around to look at me. Ow gawd what is he doing here. He gave me a smirk and came up to me.

 "Hey beautiful." Mark whispers in my ears, giving me chills down my spine.

 I smiled weakly and looked at the others who were sitting on the couch. Ian wasn't happy with the was Mark greeted me but changed his facial expression as soon as I faced them. I was shocked to see señor Xavier sitting on the couch next to Ian but then I remembered that he told me that he and Ian are friends. My cheeks flushed as I saw him. Honestly seeing him outside of school I would've never thought that he'd be a teacher but I didn't mind. He was wearing a cotton white T-shirt that complements his muscles with grey sweatpants. 

"Hey Rose, nice to see you." He says with a smile on his face.

 "Hi sir." I said giving him a smile as well.

 "Mmm sir huh?" I hear Mark say behind me and I roll my eyes.

"When we're not at school you can just call me Xavier." He gave me a wink and I nodded not sure what to say so I went upstairs to change.

 I changed into a sweatshirt and shorts. I pulled my hair up in a high messy bun and removed my makeup and cleansed my face. I opened the doors of the balcony and let the cold wind comes in. I sat down on my bed and read one of my favorite books. I would hear them laughing downstairs. Hearing Ian's laughter fills my ears made my heart flutter. I know it's wrong but how couldn't you fall in love with that laugh. I would wish I could hear it every day but sadly I just make him mad and annoyed.

 "It's open." I said when I hear someone knock on the door, expecting it to be Mark to annoy me but to my surprise Ian was standing at the door. 

 "Hey, are you busy?" It looked like he was nervous. 

 "No just doing a little reading." 

 "Ow okay, Uhh I just wanted to say thanks for cleaning my bathroom." He couldn't look at me in my face. 

 "You really didn't have to."

 "its fine how's your hand?" I looked down on his hand and his knuckles were busted open. I slowly took his hand into mine.

 "You didn't clean it up well, may I?" I said motioning to clean his wound. He nodded slowly and I told him to sit on my bed. I went into the bathroom, took a cloth, some hot water, medicine and some bandages. I walked back into my room and sat down next to him, cleaning his wounds. He whimpered a few times and finally I wrapped the bandage around it.

"There, all done."

 "Thanks." He moved his hand a few times and looked back at me. 

 "She doesn't deserve you because you're too good for her. I'm not saying she doesn't care about you probably she does but not enough to show up early to the family dinner." He looked at me and walked out the door but stopped when he reached the door and turned around to face me. 

 "You can join us downstairs if you want." And with that said he left. I got up from my bed, fix my shorts and went downstairs.

 "Look who decided to join us." Xavier said smirking while I was going down the stairs and I let myself fall on the couch.

"So what you guys talking about?" The looked at each other and smirked.