30 Julia I didn’t know how long I’d sat on the floor and cried. By the time I found the strength to get up, I had seventeen missed calls from Heidi, Emery, Landon, and Patrick. Not one from Austin. My mind immediately went to the worst. Maybe I’d left him dead on the pavement. I hadn’t looked. I hadn’t checked. I’d just walked away. I called Heidi back first, holding the phone in one hand and my gun in the other. This little hunk of metal had saved me from a fate worse than death. I wasn’t about to let it go anytime soon. “Julia!” Heidi nearly screamed into the phone. “Oh my God, Julia!” “How’s Austin?” I asked. “He’s fine, Jules. Are you okay? Where are you? Where did that psycho take you?” My heart restarted. Austin is fine. He isn’t dead. “I’m at home. I’m okay.” No. No, I’m n

