Derrick has been showing up in my dreams and pleading for forgiveness lately. I also have not spoken to Rolan in three days.
He has been trying to apologize, but I didn't know why I was holding back from telling him that I forgive him even though he didn't do anything to offend me.
I knew that he had sent flowers through some of the servants that I am close to in the palace to give to me. I also made sure he didn't sleep in the same room with me and while I was enjoying all of this drama, I realized that I was beginning to miss him. We never even really got a chance to celebrate the pregnancy.
I made up my mind to bury the hatchet tonight when he got back to the house. I called the butler upstairs to give him details for dinner.
“Good afternoon my Queen” the butler greeted me and
