Libertine

Chapter 15

On Thursday, Kendall realized she was back in the same mindset she had been a month ago when she had first started the regular after-school appointment with her Daddy. Indeed, her mind was back on being solely focused on the obscenity of the situation. All day, she felt like a b***h in heat, she was sweating, had a craving for flesh and a throbbing p***y that begged to be touched. She swore that at some point the clocks were broken because the arrows were barely moving. The classes passed by so slowly that she felt she had aged an extra year by the end.

The bell rang and she felt liberated, rushed to her locker to pick up her backpack.

‘’Are you in a hurry?’’ Tina’s voice came from her back.

‘’Ah, no. I’m just done with today, the classes were especially f*****g long today. I just want to go home.’’ Kendall lied.

‘’Gotcha. Well, tomorrow’s Friday and then onto the most epic weekend you’ll ever have.’’

‘’Not true, I think my twenty-first will be even more epic.’’ Kendall teased.

‘’Be careful what you wish for.’’ Tina sneered.

‘’See you tomorrow, mama.’’ Said Kendall as she walked away.

‘’See you tomorrow!’’

It took all her self-control not to run all the way home. She didn’t want to arrive all sweaty and smelling but she did fast-walk. She walked-in, almost threw her shoes away, and started making her way to the laundry room. She was walking past the kitchen when she stopped dead in her track, seeing the last person she wanted to see at that moment.

‘’Mom? What are you doing here?’’ Kendall asked with a harsher tone than she wanted.

‘’Well, it is my house, honey. I wasn’t feeling well so they sent me home.’’

Yeah, right. More like you were too hungover to properly do your job… Ugh! This cannot be happening!

Kendall started to panic; her mother’s presence meant that she wouldn’t be able to touch her Daddy until tomorrow after school. She could not wait that long, it was impossible. Her mind raced to find a solution, but she came up empty.

‘’Are you ok? You look flushed. And stressed.’’ Her mom looked at her curiously.

‘’I’m ok, I’m just stressed with all the exams. I need some peace and quiet.’’ Kendall grumbled, hoping to get her mom out of the house.

‘’Well, no one is going to be in your way. I’ll just be in the living room and Frank is in his office.’’ Her mom replied while making herself some sort of cocktail.

Seeing this, Kendall almost made a snarky comment but caught herself just in time. Now was not the time to get into a fight about her mom’s irresponsibility. Playing nice had more chance of getting Kendall what she wanted.

‘’Ok well, I’m just gonna grab a snack and go study.’’ She mumbled as she opened the fridge.

She felt her cheek flushing again when flashes of yesterday’s fridge encounter popped in her head.

Get it together, girl! That’s not going to happen. You’re not doing yourself any favors by getting hornier.

She quickly grabbed some yogurt and headed for her bedroom when she came face to face with her stepfather. He seemed to be waiting for her at the top of the stairs with his arms crossed. He had a mysterious look on his face, and she didn’t know what to make of it.

‘’Hi, Daddy.’’ Her voice wavered despite her best efforts. ‘’Mom said you were at work. I’m going to study.’’

He didn’t respond. She went to walk around him, but he expanded his arm to block her way. He wrapped it around her and brought her closer until their bodies were touching. She noticed his eyes had darkened as she held his severe gaze. While he held her firmly against him with one hand, his other rose to cup her face.

‘’Daddy, what are you doing? We’re gonna get caught!’’ She whispered-yelled, panicked.

‘’Mmh!’’ He groaned.

He brought his face to her neck. She expected him to start kissing it, but he only hovered over the skin. She then heard him smelling her. She forced herself not to tremble.

‘’I can smell your arousal, baby girl. Smells like sweat and vanilla. It’s what you always smell when you’re horny.’’

‘’I…I.’’ Kendall stammered.

She didn’t even know what she was trying to say. It seemed that it wasn’t even worth denying.

‘’What are you going to do?’’

‘’What?’’ Kendall was confused about what he meant.

‘’What are you going to do about this need that needs to be filled?’’ He growled in her ear.

Then it dawned on her. Her eyes widened as she realized that he wanted her to admit that she had an appointment with her favorite vibrator. He wanted her to admit that she was about to masturbate because she couldn’t f**k him.

Hell no! Not happening!

Pride prevented her from admitting to anything. She didn’t want to be put in this position where she was confessing out loud that she had become dependent on him. Yes, he had vocally taken claim over her, but that was different from her clawing to him like a drug addict in need of her fix. That position was giving him even more power over her, one more way he could control her. And she would be damned if she was giving it to him willingly.

‘’I’m not gonna do anything. I was just about to study for my finals.’’ She boldly lied.

He narrowed his eyes at her. He must’ve caught on that she realized what he was trying to do. He tightened his grip and squeezed her against him. She could feel his heartbeat against her own chest now.

‘’Bullshit. Admit you’re about to masturbate, right now.’’ It sounded like a warning and Kendall suddenly wanted to play with fire.

‘’I don’t know what you’re talking about, Daddy. I’m just a good girl who’s trying to go do her homework.’’ She smirked innocently yet seductively. She even added a puppy look for good measures.

He growled at that and snaked his hand under her skirt and into her panties from behind. His fingers quickly found her p***y and her pressed them against her entrance.

‘’Careful, daughter mine. Keep this up and you won’t like where it gets you. Now, one last time, are you going to relieve yourself?’’

Don’t you dare give in!

‘’No.’’ She simply blurted.

He sighed and released her. She unexpectedly became disappointed that he didn’t fight for it a little more. Was he simply letting her go? But then, she blanched when she saw an amused and devious smile on his lips.

‘’Well then, I’ll take your word for it. But I’ll need to make sure that you didn’t lie to me, so I’ll keep an eye on you. See, I am not a big fan of being… deceived. So, this is how this is gonna go: you’ll keep your door room ajar the entire night while you’re studying so I can see you and when you go to bed you can close it because I’ll be able to hear you. And I swear, baby girl, if I hear a vibrator, you’ll be severely punished. The last one you got will pale in comparison to this one. You hear me?’’

Kendall’s mouth gaped open; she was not expecting this kind of mental torture. Not allowed to masturbate? What was this?

This is an orgasm denial play. A little voice in her head said as she remembered reading about it.

‘’Why don’t you just confiscate the vibrator?’’ She spoke without thinking.

‘’Well, where’s the fun in that?’’ He grinned wickedly. ‘’So, this is going to be your night, and this is your only and last warning: my p***y is not getting relieved or even touched tonight. Understood?’’

Kendall was too enraged to speak so she nodded sternly once as she refused to meet his eyes. He kissed her on the temple and climbed down the stairs. She stayed in place for a few breaths before stomping toward her room. She violently opened her books and notebooks, but she felt too relentless to sit down. She paced around in her room, her gaze drawn to the space between the edge of the door and the frame. She half-expected for his face to show up from the hall, taunting her.

She took a couple of deep breaths and took in the list of things she had to do tonight. She put in her heads phone and pressed play on her heavy metal playlist, her equivalent in saying f**k You to the entire world while entering her bubble. She armed herself with incredible resolve, focus, and inspiration to get through all of her tasks and surprised herself when she was done just in time for supper.

Well, that went better than expected. s****l frustration can be reoriented after all.

She planned on making a last review of everything before closing shop for the night, but that would have to wait after her supper break.

She was surprised to see that Carl had already everything setup for supper and that today’s meal was smelling incredibly tasty.

‘’Mmmmh! Was is it you’re cooking? Smells awesome!’’ Exclaimed Kendall.

‘’Spaghetti bolognese!’’ Carl announced proudly. ‘’One of the guys on the team is obsessed with it and gave a bunch of tips to better the recipe. I wanted to try.’’ He shrugged.

‘’Should’ve waited until the weekend, we could’ve celebrated better.’’

‘’Nah, it’s your birthday week and I didn’t want to wait, it’s all good. Makes for a delicious middle-of-the-week supper.’’ He smiled.

‘’Well, it looks really good from over here.’’

At that moment, her mom stumbled into the kitchen with an empty glass. She looked around with a glazed-over eye, put her glass in the sink, and headed toward the dining room without a single word. Kendall shut her eyes at that sight like she was trying to forget she just witnessed her mom being drunk. She sighed before turning back towards Carl who was still standing at the stove. He was looking at her with a pitiful look.

‘’Next week, I’m contacting the doctor, I’ll have her readmitted for as long as it takes.’’ She said quietly.

‘’Dad should be doing that.’’

‘’I think, he’s delusional about the situation.’’ Kendall replied, shaking her head.

Carl raised his eyebrows in agreement. They stayed in the kitchen for a moment without speaking. Frank showed up later with a huge smile on his face.

‘’So, how’s the bolognese going?’’ He asked enthusiastically.

‘’Very good. I think it’s going to be a success.’’ Carl answered earnestly.

‘’Fantastic. And you Kendall, how’s the studying?’’ He turned his attention to her and she noticed a glint in his eyes.

He did NOT just ask me that!

She pondered over a hundred different answers, each one sassier than the other, insolent, and some just outright rude. In the end, she opted for the one that would keep her in the game a little longer while being safe. She displayed her biggest smile.

‘’Very good! I’ve never been so focused. I’m done for the day minus a last review to make sure I didn’t forget anything.’’ She answered as happily as she could.

For a moment, she swore she saw uncertainty in his eyes, but he quickly masked it up. He simply smiled and congratulated her before going to keep company to his waisted spouse at the dining table.

The dinner was as delicious as Carl promised. Kendall even took seconds. She avenged her other unquenchable appetite on the spaghetti. It worked a little, much to her relief.

When she went back to her room, she closed the door now that she had permission. She stared at her bed while she contemplated not using a vibrator but do it the old-fashion way with her fingers. She had almost convinced herself to do it when she thought about getting caught and shuddered at the idea of the possible punishment. She still felt some of the marks he left on her butt at the last spanking she got. She didn’t know what could be worst but didn’t want to find out.

She reviewed everything as she said and was pleased to see that she was really done for the day. She decided to finish her night with a little Netflix. Good Girls Season 2 just came out and she had a major crush on Rio. She closed everything after ten o’clock and fell asleep not even five minutes after. Her last thoughts being about whether or not she was going to get a late-night visitor. Had she bet on it, she would’ve won.