“Make sure you handle this one with care, Lucy. I don’t want to see a single scratch on it by next week.” Arthur Davidson handed over the glossy, unopened box, his expression a mix of strict authority and quiet fondness.
Lucy forced a tight, practiced smile and took the heavy weight of the premium device into her hands. “I will, Father. Thank you.”
Arthur paused, his gaze softening just enough to crack his business-first demeanor. He patted her shoulder gently. “Anything for my princess.”
Those four words felt like a physical blow to her chest.
Now, back upstairs in the absolute isolation of her bedroom, Lucy sat on the edge of her mattress and stared at the pristine white packaging resting on her vanity. It looked entirely too perfect. It was a trophy of a lie she had systematically engineered using her father’s wealth and her own fractured conscience. She couldn't bring herself to open it. Every time her eyes drifted toward the sleek box, a suffocating sensation crawled through her chest. It wasn’t just a passing pang of guilt; it was something significantly heavier, an unnameable weight that pressed down on her ribs until breathing felt like a chore.
Arthur had opened his wallet without a single question or a flicker of doubt. He had looked at the splintered screen she presented earlier, nodded, and replaced it without hesitation. He did it with the casual nonchalance of a man asking someone to pass the salt. It was easy and natural—as if wrapping her in an absolute blanket of material security was simply the fundamental order of the universe. And she had stood right there in the store and let him. She had murmured her thanks and carried the device home like it was something she actually deserved.
Lucy pressed her palms flat against her denim-clad thighs, staring fixedly at the floorboards. The phone hadn't been broken by an accidental slip. She had destroyed it herself, standing over the hard bathroom tiles with a heart that had already made its reckless choice. She had dropped it once, watched the glass stubbornly survive the impact, and then forced herself to drop it a second time with deliberate force.
When the screen finally shattered into a spiderweb of fractures, she hadn’t felt panic. She had felt a wave of pure relief. The damage gave her exactly what she needed: a clean, believable, completely innocent pretext to walk into Davidson Industries without raising a single red flag.
She needed a reason to not look like what she truly was.
She was someone searching. Someone desperately hoping. Someone whose eyes instinctively swept the crowded lobby the moment she crossed the threshold, scanning until they locked onto one specific person standing behind the glass display counter. She had just wanted to see him with his shirt sleeves rolled up to his forearms, talking to ordinary customers in that quiet, unhurried cadence that had absolutely no business echoing through her thoughts the way it did.
Brian.
Just invoking those two syllables in the silence of her mind made her chest tighten. It felt like an invisible hand closing around something incredibly fragile.
Lucy bolted upright from the bed. Remaining stationary was only making the mental noise louder. When she sat still, the reality of her behavior caught up to her too quickly—the sheer embarrassment of her motives, the weight of her calculated deception, and beneath all of it, that persistent, maddening pull she could neither rationalize nor suppress.
She marched over to the heavy drapes and yanked them open. Outside, the city moved along at its usual indifferent pace. Pedestrians occupied the sidewalks, vehicles crawled through traffic, and the world kept turning, completely oblivious to the fact that Lucy Davidson was trapped inside a sprawling estate with an unopened phone she felt dirty for owning.
She leaned forward, pressing her forehead against the cool, solid glass of the windowpane. I am eighteen years old, she reminded herself. She turned the number over in her head as if analyzing a stranger. She was eighteen, yet she was manufacturing domestic accidents like a desperate child just to secure a two-minute conversation with an employee in her father’s lobby. He was a man she had exchanged perhaps forty words with in total. A man who consistently addressed her as "Miss Davidson" and maintained a careful, strictly guarded expression that kept his thoughts entirely hidden. He was an absolute enigma, yet she could not erase him from her mind.
“Is this normal?” she whispered into the empty room. Her breath formed a tiny circle of condensation on the glass. She already knew the answer, and the realization tasted bitter. “No.”
It wasn't normal by any stretch of the imagination. Normal girls didn't meticulously rehearse potential casual conversations while standing in the shower. They didn't dissect a brief, fleeting glance for days on end, turning it over in their minds like an archaeologist searching for hidden meaning where there might be none.
But then, Lucy had never been permitted to be a normal girl. She remembered the reality of her childhood with a clarity that still carried a sharp sting. She could still see herself standing just inside the school gates while her personal driver waited in a running, blacked-out SUV. She used to watch her classmates form tight clusters on the grass, laughing over inside jokes she would never understand because she was never allowed to stay long enough to belong. Friendships never had the chance to develop because her existence was entirely structured around isolation.
Arthur’s boundaries had always been absolute, predictable, and entirely immovable. He had constructed massive walls around her life, operating out of a fierce, protective brand of love. He provided an excess of luxury so she would never experience the kind of vulnerability that made other young women desperate. He micromanaged her environment so she would never accidentally wander into harm's way.
But nobody had ever bothered to warn him that intense loneliness could grow perfectly well inside a fortress. Nobody told him a girl could possess every single material asset imaginable and still lie awake at night feeling like she was completely illiterate in the one language everyone else spoke naturally—the language of basic human connection. And now, here she was. Eighteen, experiencing intense emotions she had absolutely no vocabulary for, navigating a terrain without a single map. Her throat tightened.
“I wish you were here,” she murmured.
She turned away from the window, her gaze landing on her mother’s portrait resting on a small mahogany table in the quietest corner of the bedroom. Lucy had positioned it there years ago, making sure it sat precisely where the early morning sun would strike it first. She had wanted her mother to always have the light.
She walked toward the table with quick, desperate steps. When she reached it, she sank down onto the floor, pulling her knees to her chest the exact way she used to when she was a little girl sitting at her mother’s feet. Her hands rested loosely in her lap as she studied the familiar frame—the warm, intelligent eyes, the soft smile, the expression that always looked as if it were on the verge of offering a piece of gentle advice.
The tears arrived without warning, spilling over her lashes before she could even attempt to swallow them down.
“Because I need to ask you something,” she said, her voice cracking against the stillness of the room. “And there is literally no one else I can go to.” She reached out, her trembling fingers touching the dark wood of the frame. “Mom… please tell me if this is normal. Is it sane for a girl to be completely consumed by a man the way I am right now? He is a sales assistant, Mom. He works under Father. He is just an ordinary guy from the streets, and I cannot get him out of my head for a single hour.”
She let out a dry, broken laugh that sounded incredibly hollow. “I want to ask you if it’s crazy for someone in my position to be the one hunting. To be the one who keeps inventing reasons to go back.” She shook her head against her knees. “I know you would just explain it to me. You never made me feel small for not understanding how the world worked.”
A heavy sob caught in her throat. “You never let me hide things. You always knew the exact moment something was wrong with me. But I can't go downstairs and talk to Father about this. I can't sit across the dining table from him and say, ‘Father, I think I’m developing an obsession with one of your lobby staff.’ He would dismantle the conversation before I could even finish the sentence. He would never understand this.”
She leaned forward, pressing her forehead directly against the cool glass covering the photograph. “So who am I supposed to ask? Who tells me if I’m just being incredibly foolish or if what I’m feeling is actually real? I have never reacted to anyone like this before. Not once in my life.”
She took a shaky, uneven breath. “Maybe it’s because I spent my entire life under such a strict lock and key that I never learned how to feel things gradually. And now that the floodgates are open, everything is hitting me at once and I have absolutely no idea how to contain it.”
The bedroom remained completely silent. There was only the sound of her own ragged breathing, the distant hum of the city outside, and the heavy absence of an answer.
Lucy stayed on the floor for a long time, watching the dust motes dance in the light until her tears finally ran dry. When she finally raised her head to look back at her mother’s face, the chaotic panic in her chest had shifted into something else. It wasn’t a sense of peace, but it was a definitive resolution.
She was going to her mother’s grave.
She needed to go to that quiet cemetery where the noise of the city faded, where the divide between the living and what was lost felt a little less permanent. She needed to voice her questions out there, in the open air. She needed to find out once and for all if she was losing her mind, if this consuming fixation on Brian was a genuine emotion, or if the isolation of her father's house had finally broken something inside her.
Lucy pushed herself up from the floor, using the back of her hand to aggressively wipe the remaining moisture from her cheeks. She wasn't going to set up the new phone. She wasn't going to look at notifications or step back into her curated reality. She needed a mother’s unvarnished truth before she could ever look Brian in the eye again.