Nikolai’s POV
I don't even know what time it is, but I listen to my woman tell me how she got into coding and hacking and how she fixed Joey’s phone. I listen as she tells me that it helped her when she didn't think it would ever help her. When she knew she had done something wrong at the old pack, she would vanish to the library and send a message to Alpha Zade, pretending to be someone else in his contacts—to help with jobs so she could sneak in unsuspected. I am impressed, and I find myself wanting to hold her and be close to her.
I lean my head on top of hers and kiss her hair, I didn't think I'd be a romantic, With Natasha it was always her wanting s*x and it was always on her terms. After a while I guess it got a little boring but I stayed in fear of being alone.
But now that I h
