Sierras POVA (6 Years Ago)
1 day.
It's been one day since Alpha Zade rejected me. It hurt me. It humiliated me in the worst kind of way. When I went into that hall, I didn't know what to expect. I should have, though, shouldn't I?
I probably should have known the moment I smelled a strong scent that I would regret my decision to enter, but my hopeful side won out.
The part of me that craved a little love and affection won out and I got spat on. Theoretically speaking I got spat on by the man who should have loved me the way I could have learnt to loved him. I mean how do you learn to love somebody? Did my parents have to learn to love me or did it come naturally?
"Here child" Marta says as she stands next to me in the kitchen. My heart hurts so bad but I can't allow them to know it.
