Jumping out of bed I see Kye in the corner of the hallway screaming hysterically, his eyes are wide with shock. As I reach the hallway i can see Brent leaning over the toilet. The distinct sound of retching fills my ears. But when i reach out to hold him and try to help him a little bit i look and realize he is vomiting blood! I try to help him up off the floor, instead he loses consciousness and collapsed to the floor! Kye is still hysterical. i scoop him up and grab the phone to dial 911. Brent and our children were born with a very rare auto immune disorder called Porphyria. They kept him for a week before deciding that, Brent must have consumed chocolate! Whoa Buddy! We have known that chocolate is a big trigger for years! Why would we put chocolate in anything? How could he eat chocolate and not know about it?
Yeah sorry but that's just not right.
I know it seems like im going on and on but i want y'all to understand everything, and we are getting to the juicy stuff i swear.
For the next few weeks i have a lot of odd dreams, that don't make any f*****g sense, like at all. (yet)
Like stopping to read a letter from my lover? lol wow ok! Good, Evil , light , dark, gifts from my father, but thats not my dad! just whacked out stuff. To make it worse it was all in bits and pieces, strange flashes, I was starting to feel like i was losing my mind. Then i dreamt of my sons birth...
I am looking at myself lying in the hospital bed, I can feel something is wrong. It's taking way too long.
i can see that everyone is worried. The Dr's. on call are practically in turns. and everything they were trying to do worked the opposite way! we have 3 kids already we're like guru's in this area! so seeing this is really tripping my poor hubby out. anyway so i finally push him out, and i watch myself look right into his eyes he looks exactly like Kye! so the Drs take my son and start to check him out and clean him up. But when i look back at my self, im suddenly back in my body and pushing out another baby! while everyone is so busy they don't even see me giving birth again!
i finally heave my last ho and not 1 but 2 little boys pop out and scamper off into a corner! As if they are watching and protective of my new born son. Then i flash forward into the future farther. My new born is about 5 and we are walking down the street. I am back to being a spectator. we meet up with Brent which is odd. And i think we are separated!!! we both look like we want to jump into the others arms but don't know how. i have to look away from us. It feels so sad. i hate this dream i want to wake up. As Im looking anywhere but at the sadness before me, i spot the twins sitting on the street sign watching my son. I feel that they're protective of him. Im startled by a realization, but before i can grasp the thought I flash forward again! still spectating, i see my son a few months later. He is tying his shoe. I see green grass in a nice yard, and in the distance a pretty blue house. But the most important detail of this part of the dream is that my baby is full of happiness.
So 2 weeks exactly after having that dream Brent and I finally settled on a name for the baby... Dez. as soon as we said the name out loud my water broke! 2 weeks early! And dammit all to hell! I was looking forward to having another water sign in our household! Nope! When Bam! slap in the face! He is a Gemini baby! and just in case your wondering, yes. Dez's birth was exactly as i had dreamt it.
3 DIFFERENCES...
1. The Head OBGYN came in while the in turns were killing me... and he is the reason me and my son are alive.
2. I did not have triplets, or creepy ghost babies. ?
3. Dez Has Brent's EYES.
... and OMG are they perfect!