LOST TO LUST

WANTING MORE

"Wake up, sleeping beauty" I said over video to Dan.

"Come on" Dan said as he turned to me, opened his eyes and started laughing when he saw me with the small portable video camera.

"Get that thing away from me babe" Dan said while still laughing but now covering his face with one of the pillows.

"No, I don't wanna stop, and will you stop covering yourself dear hubby" I said while trying to get the pillow from his face so I could get a clear view and capture the moment.

"Nobody has an ass this perfect unless they want it memoralized on video" I said and yanked off the duvet from his body, slowly carressed his smooth tight ass while giggling loudly.

"No babe, I mean it, stop recording... The kids could see it and I don't want that." He said and finally released the covering from his face and took the recorder from me, stopped the recording and placed it on the lampstand beside the bed.

"I hate you right now" I said as I rolled over him, picked up my lace nightgown from the bed and was about to get off the bed.

"Well... You are not going to hate me in a minute" Dan said and pulled me from behind back to bed.

"Alright..." I said seductively and pulled him more closer.

"I... love... You... So... Much..." He said while kissing different parts of my body one word at a time while I kept giggling.

"You know, if only we could put this on tape, it would really be nice" I said as I slowly reached out for the recorder while also watching his reaction to know if he was okay with it or not.

"No, I already said I don't want such video lying around the house, anyone could get their hands on it, especially the kids." He said while still kissing me.

"Stop it right there Dan, what really is the matter with you?" I said and got off from under him.

"Where are you going?" He said while holding my arm preventing me from leaving.

"To work" I replied with a smirk.

"Just like that, we have a thing going on here, you see, you can't leave me hanging like this" he said and pointed to his hard-on and we both laughed.

I was very furious with him but Dan is one hell of a man, he does and makes hilarious comments, faces. You could be very mad at him this minute and then he says one thing and you crack up forgetting all about what he did the next minute.

"Well, it is obvious you're not in the mood for me" I replied still with the attitude.

"Come here babe" he said and stretched out his hands to me.

"No Dan, I'm not coming and we need to talk" I said and sat in the bed a few inches away from him.

"Are you being serious right now? Is this all because I said no recording" he said and closed in on the distance between us.

"Dan, I'm really serious, we need to talk" I said and quickly stopped him with my hand just before he kissed me.

"Okay, okay, I'm with you, lets talk if that's what you want" he said and moved back to his former position keeping the distance between us.

"Babe, it's not about the video, I've been meaning to talk to you for a while now, it just never seemed like the perfect time" I quickly added when I saw the hurt in his face before I continued.

"Uhmmmn... How am I going to put this? Babe, I don't know if you've noticed or thought about it as well but I think we should try some new things during our love making. Please don't get me wrong, there is absolutely nothing wrong with the way we make love, and I love every bit of it, I just think it's becoming more of a routine. We uhmmmn... We do the same things all the time in the same place. It's just as if you can't wait to get it over with and you go to sleep almost immediately, it was not always like this. Dan, remember when we just got married we used to be all over each other, we were wild and the post s*x cuddling was something I looked forward to each time" I paused and held his hands as I moved closer to him.

"Couples make videos of themselves from time to time, it isn't for anything dirty, just for memory sake and we could also watch together when we are done. And if anything, it increases our confidence, seeing how nice we are, intimately, is good for us"

"So it all still comes down to the video, your idea of spicing up is recording ourselves while we make love so that the kids can see it and start getting ideas in their heads" he said.

"Oh come on Dan, stop hiding behind the kids, they have nothing with you refusing to be on the video. That's just the way you are, you're so uptight, you never want to try anything new. I've suggested new and different positions to you countless time but you'd rather f**k me in bed in a missionary style."

"Babe..." Dan said with shock in his eyes.

"I'm not done talking..." I interrupted him and continued.

"Why on earth do you think I put in our names for the kama sutra classes, I thought you'd want to try them if you saw how easy and satisfying they were, but you didn't even go past two classes. The kids can never see the video if we decide to make one cause I'd keep it safe from them and even if by any chance they do, the world would not stop. They are not kids you know, they probably know more than we do. And you can't possibly think they don't know we f**k, do you?" I said with so much anger but not so loudly to avoid the kids from hearing and coming down to our room.

One thing I adored about Dan is his calmness, he loves the kids and I so much and no matter how mad he is, he doesn't misbehave. Even with his staffs and strangers, he addresses the issue calmly, and he'd rather walk away than shout. I could sense he wasn't okay with the talk but instead of flaring up, he held my hands and tried to reason with me.

"Okay... I get you babe, I get you, come here." He said while still holding my hands and kissed me deeply. In that moment, all the bottled anger vanished, how did I ever deserve this man? After saying that much, some other man would have turned it into a fight but a kiss, hell no... I was not expecting that.

"Honestly, this is new to me, I never knew you feel this way. I respect you so much and while I thought I was doing the same with your beautiful body, I didn't realise I was starving you. But really, this is not a big deal, we are no longer eighteen and even though, I would love to make love to you everywhere with your legs suspended in the air, we are no more young and we have kids to think about. We make love at least once in a week, that's more than enough"

"Oh really, and what about me? I'm telling that I'm not satisfied with the f*****g routine..." I mumbled with tears rolling down my face.

"Don't cry please, okay we'd spice things up if it means that much to you" he said and wiped the tears off my face.

"Really, thanks babe, it really means a lot to me" I said and leaned on his chest, all naked.

"Look at you... Whining like a little baby, now I wish I recorded our conversation so I could watch it every night and crack up before going to bed. I love you so much Anna, our love is forever, you'll always remain the one and only love of my life...

For a man that married the first woman that crossed path with his heart, Dan is one loyal and faithful man. I've never caught him looking at another woman despite the number of ladies working and swarming around him, some have even shown interest in him knowing fully well of his marital status. I know about everything happening in his life and he is the best father, I use to think no one could take the spot from my dad but seeing Dan care and look after the twins day in and day out amazes me. They are in his thoughts every minute and he never makes a decision without first putting them into consideration. Dan is a God sent to me and I don't think I'd have done this better with another man.