Eleven: RowynWhile I actually did go and make sure my little brother hadn't eaten a couch cushion or something, I just had to get out of the kitchen. Why did you even say those things out loud? I asked to no one in particular, questioning my own sanity at that point. My head hurt from the hangover, but that was nothing compared to the oh crap feeling I had going on everywhere else. The thought of admitting that I had feelings for Reed to Reed was truthfully the most terrifying thing I'd ever contemplated. What if he only likes you because you don't like him…and are you seriously going to just start making out with him? How do two people who've known each other their entire lives go on a first date? He's seen all of my clothes. Oh god, what if he wants to take off those clothes?! I can't do
