Edward
I can't let him do it.
Not now, not ever.
It had taken me years to take the step of seeing myself worthy of him. Finally, I am in the same room with him and even though he's cold with me, I know that I deserve it because I did it to him but I can't let him reject me.
I feel the pain start tearing at the bond and my chest clenches and King barks at me to stop him.
I do the next thing that comes to mind: u jump at him and kiss him and I am not polite about it.
I take his lips in mine and crush him. I bite and such as I draw blood and it mixes with our saliva and he's just standing there and doesn't react at first. He lets me bite and suck on his lips as I hold him to me and then he comes to and pushes me.
I want to explain, keep him occupied so that he won't say the words he h
