The idea of him with someone else makes me want to throw up and punch something at the same time. My eyes water as I think about it again. God, I don't know if I can do this. I know I have to get it together. I can't be a mess in front of Alice. I'm the strong one, the one who calms everyone, but I'm not sure if I can do my fake smile anymore.
What he was saying to me when he got interrupted doesn't make sense. It isn't adding up. He made it sound like he'd been mildly stalking me. Well, maybe not mildly, but still. I think knowing that now could make it worse. If he had feelings for me and still dated other women… That would be so messed up. A tear escapes, and I quickly wipe it away, not wanting anyone to see.
When I get outside, I spot Eli's truck. He's staring right at me, and I know
