Chapter 27: Admitting feelings
Lucifer I don’t know what the f***k I had been thinking trying to make Belle act in such a vile manner, I had walked in still feeling the bloodlust from punishing Zatana and thought I’d enjoy seeing Belle be cruel. It had never been a problem before, but with Belle, I didn’t like it, it made me feel s.hit inside, and I didn’t know why, it was like seeing a different person and I didn’t want her to be different, she was perfect as she was, and I was so f.ucking thankful she and my servant had planned it, that it hadn’t been real. I didn’t know what was happening to me or if it was a good thing, I just knew I wasn’t as interested in being as cruel as I usually was. If only to admit it to myself, I think it wasn’t that I wanted to change Belle but for her to change me, I wanted to learn to
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