I want to go back in time and stop my first transformation. I am healing pretty quickly. Ever since Juniper increased in size, my body changed. Yes, I appreciated it in the beginning. Hell, even when Meghan and her minions were chasing me, I was grateful.
I despise it to my deepest core. I have blocked Juniper from my mind. It is because of her that I have no pain from the beating, I want to have it so I can think of the agony instead of feeling my heart breaking into a million pieces.
My heart is breaking because of a boy; A boy I let in without knowing. A boy who broke down my walls without really asking. A boy I never thought I hold on to. A boy who knew I am not ready to tell the side of my story and never asked.
A boy who has taught me a lot.
A boy who is an open book to everyone
