SPICER GRAY How doesn’t she understand that I need her forgiveness more than the air I breathe? Like, really? Even if I was horny? Does she think I have no other s**t to think of than go and f**k some random person? Will I ever change her sentiments about me? Is this my time to wash my hands and give up? Come on, even the psychopaths and sadists have a heart, and yeah, if they deserve second chances and are redeemable. One dead. A little too many runaways. Bad behavior here and there, lack of dedication, and now she doesn’t want to see any other good thing in me? Come on. Wait, never mind. I can’t be skeptical that indeed there is nothing good about me. Well, I am not a selfish jerk as everything thinks. The elders and this group release us. It has to do with the fact that over the

