»I’m so sorry for ruining this beautiful day... I wish I could change what I did.« okay, that was a lie. I would’ve done the same, just not in her presence. From that moment on I was going to make sure that she would never have to witness something like that again... but that didn’t mean that I wouldn’t do it. These were two different things and I just couldn’t promise her that. I knew myself too well to promise her that. I didn’t lie but it was better if she didn’t know every detail.
»You didn’t ruin it.« she whispered and looked into my eyes. I gently stroke her cheeks with my thumbs. Her words were really important to me. What she thought and felt was really important to me. I was glad that she didn’t think that I ruined this day. »It is one of the most beautiful days I’ve ever had...
