Delirium

Fears

»I understand you and I hate that you feel this way, that you feel this much pressure but I can’t stay away from you, you know that. One word and we’ll end this all but I know that you don’t want this. I’ll comfort Xaviar if that makes it easier for you, I’ll get him away from you if that’s what you want, I’ll tell him the truth if that will actually change something. I’m saying this once again, you can count on me, I will always have your back because you’re more to me than just somebody but first you need to tell me what you want so I can actually help you.« 

His words were so important to me that I just looked at him for a while with tears in my eyes and tried to collect me thoughts and feelings that were all over the place again. What he said was so important to me that I felt like he