Love or Lust

Flirtatious much?

Sia was new to this dating world. She was new to the online slangs and all. The day when she created her profile she got 86 hundred likes, sure was she scared but she was excited as well. Sia swiped a few rights and a lot of lefts. There were all types of guys there. Married , single ,very much in a relationship and what not?

One profile caught her attention . It was intriguing . The guy was named Asher and there was a cute guy on the display picture but his profile bio said, "the boy in the picture is not me, wanna know me? swipe right? " His bio also stated that he loved dogs, he also smoked m*******a and he is a great fan of Messi. Sia was impressed. Firstly, the pickup line of bio was cute she thought. and rest of the interests matched. She swiped right. Little idea she had, that this guy is going to bring a whole new chaos in her life. 

.                     Trying to forget her past memories with Rohan ,Sia came to this unknown world of online dating. Sia was messed up when she found out about Rohan and his cheating. Now Sia started chatting and sending memes to this new guy Asher and he was reciprocating well too. They talked about getting high, their past relationships, their entry in the dating world, all of those. When they first started taking they talked throughout the night till the morning. Asher used to tell her about his dog,' Dio 'and how clingy he was. Sia liked how he shared small important things of his life. They talked like crazy for days. They also used to talk openly about s*x, their preferences, their past encounters. Sia once joked and asked Asher if he had a small d**k after a hilarious talk. Asher also told that she'd got that right and If they got a chance he could not satisfy Sia's s****l needs. They were going great  but then Asher was being clingy. She texted her every minute of the day and expected her to text back. Sia really got pissed off  and told Asher to not text her again and she found someone better in anger.

                    Pearl , the one who first suggested Sia to use the dating app told her about the guy she was talking to  on the app and how she thought Sia and him would be so perfect for each other. Sia thought a guy could not like somebody based upon a person's describing. Pearl told Sia that they should date. Sia told Pearl that she'd think about talking to him. The name of the guy Pearl was referring to was Nick. Nick was a cute guy, who loved dogs. He was goofy, loved playing football and a music enthusiast. He was three years older than Sia who was 21 at the time.  Nick was also a big time stoner and his favorite word was 'f**k' same as Sia's.

        A fine day Sia was getting ready for her internship , someone texted. It was Nick. She thought Pearl gave her phone number to him. The first time they talked Sia felt a spark between them. She did not who what it was but she was attracted naturally towards him. They were flirting .The same night they talked they got horny and sent each other messages telling how they felt for each other. Love ? Lust what was it? Sia craved for a loving touch after her past relationship with Rohan . She found her comfort in Nick. 

        They decided to meet. Well, it was not the first time they were meeting but they were meeting briefly for the first time. They had met each other two times when he dropped off Pearl at Sia's for her birthday and next day when he came to pick her up for office. Sia remembered how Nick greeted 'Happy Birthday Sia' both the times he saw her. This was the first official meeting .

    Nick was picking her up from a friend's place. The time was set for 1 o clock. Nick called her that he's waiting where she asked him to pick up . Sia went out and met Nick. They decided to take a smoke and later do something for fun. Nick took her straight to a hotel where he was a regular. They took a drag and both of them got high. They laughed and laughed watching funny videos and laid besides each other. Both of them were breathing heavily now. Nick teased her with his eyes. She was completely lost in his eyes. They kissed. Sia could not control her emotions and she kissed Nick back . But when she closed her eyes she could not stop thinking about her friend Pearl. She felt really guilty that Pearl liked him first and now she is doing unimaginable things with him on a hotel bed. She hesitated and stopped kissing him. She told him sorry and asked him to drop of at her friend's place.

    Sia always was loved by her friends. She was the youngest one out of three in the group. They were friends since high school. Sarah was the oldest, Pearl was the middle one and Sia was the youngest according to their age, but in the terms of maturity and emotional intelligence Pearl was the mother of the group. She was the shortest as well, but things she'd been through made her tough and her take on  everything would be analytical. Sarah was an emotional roller coaster. She overreacted on everything. She was the oldest but in the terms of handling things she was a crybaby. Sia on the other hand was the baby of the group. She appeared to be childish , her actions were definitely childish but her views on things were way mature. She gelled with people well but there were only few people who knew the real Sia. Pearl and Sarah were two of them. Her ride or die. Her two bitches as she would call them.

    Sia told Pearl that they went to a park on the first date and nothing really happened when she came back after meeting Nick. She felt guilty and had this emotional breakdown that she hurt Pearl. Even though Pearl wanted to set her up with Nick , she knew Nick and Pearl have met each other quite a few times and she started to like him. Sia thought she has to clear this up with Pearl . She called Sarah and Pearl both to come over to her house and have a sleepover. Nick came to drop Pearl that day as well. It was a very mixed feeling. 

    Sia , Sarah and Pearl started having conversations after dinner in Sia's room while drinking some booze. Booze was a must in their sleepovers. They started talking and Sia told them what went down on the first date. Sia admitted that they kissed and went a bit overboard than she intended to. Pearl asked her if she really liked Nick. Sia did. Pearl said he is not a good guy if she wanted a relationship. Nick is good if you wanna fool around for  a while, but I don't think he'd make a good partner as you think said Pearl. 

    Sia was frustrated and was joking with Pearl . Sia told Pearl if only you would not have given Nick my number everything would have been different ,to which Pearl replied, I didnt give him your number Sia , you did, yourself willingly.

    Sia was confused. She remembered Nick texting her out of nowhere when she was getting ready for her internship day. She told Pearl that she did not give her number to Nick but he texted her out of a sudden that morning. Pearl asked Sia to think and Pearl was sure that Sia gave her own number to Nick. Sia thought and thought but she could not exactly find out. Pearl asked her ,if she'd giver her number to someone willingly on a past few weeks. Sia could not think of anyone. That's when Sia remembered that she had given her phone number to a guy several weeks ago. The guy who she had given her number was Asher.

    Sia was shocked and surprised. Why would Nick disguise as Asher? She knew she ignored Asher, but why would Nick keep talking to her if Sia shut him down like that? Pearl nodded her head, yes that is why I was telling you that he is not the right person to be in a relationship, said Pearl with a stern look in her face. Sarah also told her that he is just fooling around and Sia deserved so much more than that. Sia was furious. She was furious at Nick that he lied to him. But most importantly she was disheartened because her friends who she  thought were her sisters hided truth with her. That too knowingly.

    Sia texted Nick. She asked Nick why would he do that. Why would he make fun of her in front of her friends? Nick gave a reason that he just wanted to joke and wasn't a big deal. He thought they'd just talk. He had no idea that this would hurt her sentiments at all. Nick told her that she was a jolly person and her vibe attracted him the most. he did not think that within few days of talking he would feel so connected to her. Sia was still furious and told Nick to not to talk to her again. She also thanked Nick for letting her know how people let others down for real. 

to be continued..