I try to shake him but he is not even moving.
This is the second time he's passed out in my arms and this is the scariest s**t ever.
"Trevor come on."
I try to feel his impulse but I can't feel anything, I really hope it's because I'm tensed up.
"Trevor?"
"Pascale, what is it?" Seline runs from down the stairs to where I am seated on the floor holding him in my arms.
I don't even know what to do.
"Call an ambulance." She quickly reaches for the phone on the table and dials.
My hands are shaking and my whole body is shaking.
He can't die in my arms, that will be the worst thing that will ever happen to me. I know he is suffering from the heart illness but the way his body is just too quiet is scaring me. And the fact that I can't feel his impulse no matter how hard I try to calm my
