Joseph I kick my car and groan when I feel the pain. I shouldn't have let her walk away, Trevor said she needed some time alone, but I knew she was wounded, I should have followed her, now it's too late because I don't know where she went to. I don't even know when I began listening to Trevor, he is the last person I'd ever listen to. That was too much for her to take in and that's why I need to be there by her side. "You need to calm down man," Phill says and I feel like punching into something. "If something happens to her I will never forgive myself." "And here we go again, you blaming yourself over things you can't control." Phill is my buddy, but if he keeps telling me that, I might be kicking him instead of the car. He had come to check on her together with Tiffany and when

