Part 5
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"Where did you go that night??" he asked being worried"...and why didn't you come back home the whole night??"
'f**k!! what should I say to him?...should I tell him the truth?...will that be safe to trust him?' I started getting tense in my thoughts when he came towards me and sat by my side, holding my hand in his hands while caressing it
"You are afraid to trust me right," he asked looking straight into my eyes and my eyes widened
'Did he just read my mind...? or did I think too loud?'
"It's ok if you are afraid to trust me after all, we have just met each other, right? .but if you have any problems I will be always there to hear you, not as an online friend but as a brother, And yaa don't be out till late night again if you do, I will have to force you to get the explanation, okay, " he said with an assuring smile. And I nodded with a smile. Then he continued
"Good, now go fresh up and come down for your lunch"
"Lunch?!?!" I exclaimed
"Of course" he got up from the bed "are you accepting breakfast at 2 pm?" he started heading toward the door
"I'm waiting for you out!! " he said without turning back and left the room. Again I just blankly stood there staring at the closed door
"Did I just sleep for more than 12hours, how?" I mumbled to myself " I mean I know I am not a sound sleeper and I don't make a slight moment while sleeping but isn't this too long? Maybe the effect of the drug was still there"
I got up from bed freshen up went to the kitchen and had my lunch
***
"Ring...Ring..." My phone started ringing again
"Ahh...who's it now" I took my phone to check its Dazzle
I answered the call
"I asked you not to contact me then why are you calling me again," I said to her raising my voice
"Y/n listen to me" she said and I can feel the distress in her voice" it's about Cape,"
"Cape? " I asked her back"What happened to him?"
"Cape is missing from his house from last 4 days"
"Seriously???, Cape is not a child dazzle he might be out somewhere and will come back soon"
"It's not that y/n. Cape has been taking drugs for the last few days. He also tried to kill himself by taking poison but luckily we saved him and now he is not ready to pick up our call. y/n you are the one who Cape gave his utmost importance to, I am sure he will accept your call. plz, save him before anything happens. Plz," she said on the verge of crying.
I didn't waste a single second and immediately hang up her call and turn to call Cape
"Pick up the bloody call Cape...pick up the call" I mumbled to myself while tapping my feet desperately. When it stopped ringing implying that he picked up the call
"Cape!!! Where the hell are you?? You are ok right???" I asked as anger and distress took over me.
"Y/n..." he said in a weak tone" It's a.... privilege to ... talk to you... at the... end moment of my Life"
"Cape have you lost your mind! " I yelled, "Don't behave like an insane person!!!"
"I'm tired y/n, tired of running from everything in my Life . Running away from the bitter truth. now I don't want to live this life anymore "
'He is drunk...this is not the cape I know, The cape who understood me who once motivated me .he is completely out of his mind'
"Cape your drunk, you're not in your sense, step back now let's talk don't take any dumb decisi- "
"Yes!!! Yes, I am drunk!!! And what will you talk about!!!. I f*****g LOVED YOU Y/N!!!, Not as a brother, Not as best friend but as a f*****g lover!!!..." I was completely in shock coz he never told me about this and he knew that I loved addy
"C-Cape you knew I loved Addy th-"
"Yes!!!, yes!!! I knew I tried to accept it but my f*****g heart never!!! It always dreamt of spending his life with you happily...but you just f*****g loved Addy!!! Who left you alone during your miser!!! Y/n For me everything was you and now you too left me and went far away from me. What's the f*****g use of living a life without you? It better to end it"
"Cape gets back to your senses!!!! Remember, you are the one who was with me in my despair who helped me to set a motive and asked me to live till you achieve it. Then why are you turning back from your own words!!!"
"You were the only purpose that I lived despite so many worries. But now I can't take it anymore Y/n, I am going to end it. But don't worry, I am going to a place... from where I can see you every day and there you can't run away from me. Y/n I want to see you successful and living happily and smiling like a bright Flower as you always did, I am sure you will never upset me with that. Just 3 more counts y/n then I will be away from everyone's life and don't cry for me, it will be pathetic crying for a loser, I am sure you will get a better person than me who will care for you better than me. "
"Cape you can't do that!!!... You are not leaving me, okay!!! Think about your family, your friends, about me!!! How will w-"
"Everything is over Y/n...3...."
"Cape you're not doing that yo-"
"....2"
"Cape listens to me-"
"....1...Bye Y/n"
"CAPE!!!"
"Beep"
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"Beep"
The only sound I hear...My whole body goes stiff at the sound
My heart was aching but tears didn't come out...everything was silent but millions of things were running in my mind... I just wanted to scream and cry like anything but not a single word came out from my mouth...' I wanted to save him. I wanted to give him a tight slap and yell at him but I couldn't...coz I am far away from him...everything happens because of me... Why did I run away???...why was I not with him when he needed me the most???...why, why did I even get into his life???... Why???... Why???' I tried my best to control myself but a tear left my eye... I wanted to get out of this...I want to forget this...that's when I got out of my room and headed towards the exit of the house
"Where are you going y/n???" Jackson asked turning back
"J... Just for a walk," I said, gathering all my strength to look fine.
"You look tensed...you are ok right," he asked tensed
'NO!! I'm not I want to kill myself now but bcoz of his last word I can't, '
'He died bcoz of me '
'I am broken right now but I can't make a single sound...'
'I am in the worst condition right now but I can't show'
"Yes I am ok...maybe I will be late tonight don't wait for me," I gave him a big smile and left the house. Maybe this is the reason I am a great actor, nothing that I show is true... My life is an act prepared by me...and I'm an actor in it...
I wanted to wash away every single pain in my heart right now... I went to a nearby bar and drank till I was tipsy...a storm was running through my heart to the brain, but I was all quiet from outside...I don't want to stay at this place for long, I got up and started walking somewhere trembling, stumbling, and carrying myself.
JEON VMIN POV
I was driving back to my dome alone after completing a tough practice. It was 7 in the evening. When I thought to visit my new house where I left the girl alone 2 days back to check whether everything is fine ...I parked my car and went inside the room to see no one in
"She left, " I sighed and smiled weakly"Anyways I was accepting this, why will she wait after giving her the freedom to go" as I was turning back to close the door when I noticed a sheet of paper on the lampstand. I took the paper up and it says
"will meet you again :-)"
-y/n (who accused you)"
"Y/n nice name" I giggled " anyway At least she accepts it that she accused me, hopes to meet you too, miss Y/n"and kept the paper in the pocket and started driving back to my dome I chose a deserted road which was a short cut to our dorm when a girl stood before my car. I put the breaks on and almost hit her as she fell before my car...
"OH s**t!!!" I was completely shocked I got out of my car and went to her and saw
"Y/n!!!"
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