part 4
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"So.....you're a f**k boy " she said still holding her head down
"Ahh...s-sorry" I spluttered coz
'WAIT!!! that was pretty straightforward...and yes! That was not her question it was her conclusion...That I AM A f**k BOY...WOW...was she thinking about this for the past few minutes ...great impression boy...' She lifted her head glaring directly into my eyes
"You said you were going to f**k a girl last night...so it's obvious that the night would not have been your first time, you have already f****d a lot of girls...isn't it right??" She said with a frown
'NO!!!.... Not that part was a part of a lie!!!... But how can I explain it to her???.. God!!!!...You just f****d up boy!!! Was she thinking about this all the time she was silent, like a detective' I thought to myself
Just as I was going to open my mouth she started again.
"A-And, of course, the way you proudly said it in front of me indicates that the world knows you as a f**k boy," she said in a low tone
'Agghh!!!...what!!!...that's completely a lie!!! I'm f*****g IDOL not a f**k BOY!!!' I screamed in my mind
"So how can I believe that you saved me and the stuff you explained to me right now is complete truth, coz as far as I recollect. I collapsed after sipping the drink, P-Perhaps you were the one who added the stuff to my drink. P-Perhaps you brought me here to wait for me to wake up and then... Then F-f**k me...and..and... Now as I'm not giving in..then you...you are trying to win my Trust and D-Drug me again...Tell me the truth. W-Who are you...or else prove me that you saved me," she said slightly raising her voice.
I was just sitting blindly and pissed off but my brain was working like this
'THIS IS A MESSAGE TO ALL THE BOYS YOUTH OUT THERE DON'T EVER SAVE A GIRL WHO IS DRUGGED... IF YOU DID IT THEN FORGET ABOUT GOING IN FRONT OF HER AND EXPECTING A THANK YOU OR A SORRY ...COZ YOU'RE GOING TO BE ACCUSED WITH EVERY SINGLE SIN WHICH YOU NEVER DREAMT OF DOING IN YOUR LIFE... REMEMBER..........DON'T EVER"'
This was the speech that I prepared in my mind thinking of the dilemma i am in right now and
I was pretty sure I was going to say this in front of everyone at the concert or maybe I would also include this in my next song... But now I was just getting pissed off so I stood up and before getting off I told her
"I don't have anything to prove...So just do whatever you want" I coldly told her and left the room
Y/n pov
He quietly listened to everything I told him as I was straightforward with my word and a bit scared
'Y/n watch your tongue ...He told that he can do something you can't even imagine but...but he is hiding his identity by wearing a mask he has planned something for you and of course, He is a f**k boy...He was the one who told you that...and how can I believe that a f**k boy saved me by being fucked...isn't that sounds weird... but now he looked pissed off...Is he going to beat me as hell after this...'
I was freaking out, thinking what would happen after this that's when he stood up from his place
'God I am dead...You f****d up y/n '
I quickly closed my eyes in fear and heard the opening of the door
'Is he going out to get something to hit me-'
"I don't have anything to prove...So just do whatever you want" the last word he said and left the room. I blindly stared at the closed door and realized
"Wait...DID HE LEAVE...DID HE JUST SAID ME TO DO WHATEVER I WANT...INDIRECTLY HE SAID YOU TO LEAVE...wait..... Y/n!!!...DID HE REALLY HELP YOU???... AND INSTEAD OF THANKING HIM YOU! YOU ACCUSED HIM!!...AgHHH!!....Y/N WHY DO U ALWAYS JUDGE PEOPLE WRONG ...AHHH...YOU AGAIN f****d UP..." I yelled out in regret and frustration.
And then decided to leave the place and go back to Jackson's house.
***
I got into the house and found no one around. I went to my room, took a warm bath and wore comfy clothes.
I went to the open balcony and looked at the view. It was good enough to soothe me. The breeze blew by me calming every single cell of my body. The singing of birds reducing my anxiety and washing them off. I slightly closed my eyes feeling every bit of it, and....
FLASHBACK...
Addy: Y/n come catch me if you can!!!...
Y/n: Addy wait!!.... wait!!... I'm not gonna leave you today!!!...
Addy: First catch me and then think about leaving y/n!!!...
We both were running behind each other when he stubble fell on the fluffy beach sand and I fell above him catching some breath.
Gradually we both got lost in the eyes of each other and I got lost admiring his facial features.
"I know I am handsome but you are pretty heavy, what do u eat to be this heavy???" he asked. Teasingly with a smile on his face.
"Hey..." I playfully hit his chest and laid down next to him while staring at the night sky and trying to catch a breath.
It was complete silence with just the sound of rolling water hitting the shore...
"Y/n...."
"Hmmm..."
"Can you see the end of the sky?"
"ummm...No"
"Can you see the end of the sea?"
"No"
"Can you count the stars?"
I turned toward him with a confusing expression
" why are you asking such things ?"
He then turned towards me straight gazing into my eyes with passion
"Coz my love for you is endless and countless just like them"
"I LOVE YOU Y/N"
There was a silence again I didn't say anything
Then I stood up and walk a bit away from him towards the sea and screamed as louder as possible looking towards the sky.
"GOD... DID YOU HEAR WHAT HE SAID??? HE SAID HE LOVES ME... SHOULD I ACCEPT IT???"
I nodded still looking towards the sky with a smile as if I got some answer from it.
Then I turned my eyes to him looking straight into his eyes and screamed again as if I am preaching it to the world with all my energy and happiness
"ADDY!!!
I
LOVEEE
YOU
TOO"
"I love you to heaven and back... And here I don't care about what the world will think... coz you are my world...YOU ARE THE WORLD TO ME... I love you too addy...I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH"
He just giggled at my childishness and got up came to me and took me into a tight hug the hug was tight but gentle at the same time it was warm it felt like the safest place in the world... that was the most memorable hug ever
PRESENT Y/N POV
"I miss you, Addy. Please come back fast. I am waiting for you." my eye started getting blurry thinking about the past days I spent with him.
I looked at the time it was already 11:30 am and I was starving to hell as I didn't eat anything from last night so I decided to eat something and after that, I drifted back to sleep.
***
"Y/N!!!"
"Y/N!!!... GET UP!!!..." I opened my eye slightly to see Jackson yelling at me while shaking my delicate body.
"Arghh!!!...why are you doing this???... What do you want???...." I said while getting up from my bed and rubbing my eyes slowly
"Were you sleeping???" He asked in great confusion.
"Seriously, what a lame question! Is this you wanted to ask???" I asked him slowly, raising my voice due to frustration.
"Do I look that dumb to you...You have been sleeping for the last 12 hours from when I saw you...so I got worried about whether you are sleeping or you are dea-"
"YAAH!!!.. How can you think like that??"
"How I can't, you were missing from the party that evening, I went checking out for you all night but didn't found you, you also didn't get back home all night, and also your phone was out of range area Y/n!! and now you were in your bed for freaking more than 12 hours without a slight moment and sound, how can I stay not worried about your condition with those millions of thoughts and questions coming up in mind an-" I cut him in the middle by giving him a tight hug...comforting him that I am okay...he was shocked but then he calmed down and hugged me back
"Don't worry Bro I am ok...I didn't know that you will be so tensed about me...I am sorry for making you worry" I said and there was silence for some time which was broken by his words
"It's ok sis...But I still have some question and I want their answers," he said and pulled back from the hug
"What are they???" I frowned
"Where did you go that night??...and why didn't you come back home the whole night??"
- Writer
