you are my everything

chapter 6

"I was in a garden, swinging and humming a song while looking at the sky, suddenly I felt two hands hugging me from the backside and kissed my hair, I smiled as I know those were the hands that always wanted to embrace in love and protect me and wanted to be a part of as they were already are. hands started to swing me slowly and I am laughing and enjoying at everything there was with me right now, sun, which is not ready to set as it will miss our laughter, the cool breeze of the evening which is also enjoying the moment with us, the fragrance of night lily making our moment even special".

suddenly everything became dark, I was running and some people are chasing me, I was in the dark forest, I am scared and running like crazy, and I fell due to stumbling as something came between my legs, they stopped and looking at me like a beast looks at its prey, I am unable to move as the body became numb and I am crying looking at them with fear, suddenly he came in between me and them, I cant see his face as he was facing backward to me.

I can see scared look on their faces, looking at him they backed up and some men surrounded them with weapons in their arms, he faced towards me but I can't see his face, due to the darkness suddenly a car came towards u and I saw his face because of the light as I was looking at him, someone shot him, I yelled " Harshaaa".

I opened my eyes, yelling, I sit on the bed while breathing heavily and someone came to me running and gave a glass of water and I drank it and looked I was still in that state, I was not breathing properly, looking at the room I was in I was more scared as I know it before, I was looking at it and my head was spinning again, I don't know what I am doing, everything is revolving around me again, and don't want to be in that room or house anymore I ran out of the room and see some guards are there and remembered that backside of the mansion will be less security and went backside and ran out of the mansion like an insane person.

I don't know for how long I am running, it was dark and as the mansion was in the city outskirts there was no sign of people and everything is pitch black, I started time walk slowly and weakly, it was so cold outside and I came back to my senses long time ago, I starting to get scared looking around and saw nothing but black and forest beside the road, tears are welling up, I saw a bench on the side of the road, my feet are hurting, so I went there and sat on the bench, I was freezing and I hugged my knees and put the head on them and regretted the decision of running away from the house and started crying while looking around and was crying more loudly, and without noticing the surroundings suddenly I felt someone presence in front of me, I tilted my head to look, I saw pair of green emerald eyes, looking at me with o much care. hurt, anger, concern, and many more emotions are filled in his eyes, I was looking at them as I saw he trying to control his emotions, " Harsha, I spoke, my voice was vague and weak, but he heard it.

he kneeled in front of me and staring at me as if he turned his gaze, I will disappear, I came back to my senses and was happy, he came for me, I started to cry.

" he hugged me " shhh...... don't cry, I am here, we are going back now, I am here don't be afraid,"  he said and without saying anything he lifted me up as he knew that my feet are hurting.

he carried me in bridal style, I wrapped my arms around his neck and my face was in his chest, and sat me in the car, and took a seat, the driver started the car, no one uttered a single thing, as I was lost in my own thoughts, " what happened to me, why again, why now, why him, " these were my thoughts, and suddenly I felt someone staring at me, I turned my gaze and saw Harsha was looking out the window of his side.

we came to the mansion, Harsha again carried me to my room in bridal style, as I closed my eyes this time, as I left no energy for another panic attack and I already had my fair hare for today.

he carried me while climbing all the steps and we get into the room and he gently put in the bed and looked at me with intense feelings, I tried to say something, but he cut me off" shh....don't say anything, just get some sleep, amy will bring you food and helps with everything, don't worry I am here if need anything just tell her and I will outside, ok?" he said. I nodded and went to the door and looked at me one last time and went out, is he going to be like tomorrow too? I thought in my mind, what is that expression in his eyes back then,  while in my thoughts, amy knocked the door, I smiled at her awkwardly as she is the one that gave me a glass of water to me to drink when I woke up, she put the food tray in front of me and asked me " is there anything, you want ma, am," 

"thankyou, no need, ".i said looking at food, they all are my favorite items, and I wondered, how much coincidence this can be.

I started to eat, I haven't eaten anything since I came here.

I finished almost everything in the tray and felt content upon finishing it. Amy was there all the time looking at me and smiling I gave a smile to her eating and I am not comfortable with strangers that much I avoided looking at her as much as I as can. after finishing, he took the tray with her and sat there and looking at the room and wondering what was that before.

I went to bath and came to the room only to see amy with a glass of milk in her hand, I don't like milk at all, " thank you, but I don't like milk at all." I said.

" Please drink this ma,am," you look so weak and exhausted, and besides, its sir's order to take a leave, after you finish drinking milk," she said.

I was hell surprised at the order part and without uttering any word I took the glass and drank the milk in one go.

she left the room with a smile and felt so sleepy, because of the stunt I pulled, I guess.

I went to bed and soon sleep engulfed me.

" Please don't leave again, I don't want to lose you again, it was hell the first time" I heard someone voice in my sleep and felt a kiss on my forehead.

what a loving dream and smiled lightly while closing my eyes as my eyelids are heavy.

" wait a minute, who lose me for the first time?" and I went into a deep slumber.