you are my everything

chapter 16

emotions speak more than words when I saw my Madhu, looking at me vulnerable, crying like a lost baby, I felt a sharp pain in my heart,  there are no words needed, I lift her carried her bridal style, to the car.

SOME HOURS AGO:

when we got down at my mansion, my anxiety has no boundaries thinking about her reactions, will she remember our time here? will she recognize our home? these are the thoughts that were playing in my mind.

all these are thoughts are evaporated when I saw her hyperventilating, a part of me was happy that she is recalling our days here, stupid me, here my love is struggling and I am enjoying. 

when I went to her to calm her down, she collapsed, I got panicked and called Karthik, Amy came there with a glass of water, I sprinkled it on her, but no response.

" hi, dude wha". I cut him off

" Karthik, listen to me, she collapsed, she is unconscious right now, I don't why she is not responding". I said everything in one go.

" relax, okay, I send someone there right now, he will be there in 10 minutes okay, just breathe okay," Karthik said and cut the call.

In exactly 10 minutes, I saw a doctor coming while talking on the phone, " yes, Dr. Chauhan I am here, yeah ok." he said and looked at me while handling the phone to me.

I know who that will be.

" Hey dude, don't worry, I explained everything to him, he will take care of her don't worry," Karthik said.

"I am in some important meeting right now, call me if something happened ok?" he said.

" yeah ok, thanks man," I said and ended the call.

" Mr.malhothra,  her condition is stable now, she will wake up in an hour, here these medicines are necessary for her to use them for two weeks," he said.

" she looks so weak, she needs to eat well." the doctor said.

" thankyou doctor," I said feeling relief.

after the doctor went away, I came to our room, Madhu is sleeping so peacefully, I went beside her, held her, and kissed her forehead. 

" you know, you always make me worried, just be okay, don't cause any more trouble, I have some important to work to complete, I will be back I no time okay?" I asked her, while she is in her deep sleep.

I kissed her forehead one more time and covered her in the duvet properly and went out.

I was sitting in my office, with bloodshot eyes, looking at pictures in my hands, that bastard Marco is helping him. they were planning something big this time.

someone is leaking the information us to them, he came to London today as well. our men saw and send pictures.

while I was looking at them I heard a knock on the door.

"  May I come in sir." It's Alex.

 I nodded, he came, " sir, this is the information, we collected about Marco." he gave me the file and gestured my hand to leave he nodded his head and went away.

I went through the file, Marco is involved in many illegal activities like drugs, human trafficking, organ trafficking, weapons, etc....

he had no children, he is married and divorced.

he is running his business from Italy, this information is s**t man, this can be retrieved from a 10-year kid from Italy.

I got frustrated, after reading the first page, unwillingly I turned the page and my eyes shinned, well this is some useful piece of information, he used to visit an orphanage called hope in London every year.

I called Alex, " Alex I want every detail of that hope orphanage immediately." I said i doubt that a man like Marco who is involved in every illegal activity is visiting the orphanage because of some sympathy, and that was in Italy but in London.

I was in a meeting when I received a call from home, I knew she must be woken up by now, and already started making some chaos at home.

after the meeting, I saw there are so many missed calls from my security team, in these five minutes they called 20 times.

after hearing what said, my mind went blank, I stood there numb, f**k what to do now.

I was in my car, my thoughts racing as my car, I don't know how much speed the car is in, she is gone, she is not in the mansion, I should have been careful, I should have been near her, I know about her panic attacks yet I was careless. I reached the house and looked at the CCTV cameras,

I was careful yet there are some blind spots,  my security team hacked CCTVs of the road,  while some of them are tracking her locations through the trackers I placed in her ring. our mansion on the outskirts of the city, it is dangerous as there will be fewer people than at the night. and also the woods are really dangerous.

" found her." one of my men shouted.

I went to him and saw the screen, she is there hopelessly looking here and there standing at the side of the road.

"let's go, I said, I don't what I am feeling, RightNow, I mad at her,  mad at myself, and also at the situation.

we found her, sitting on a bench,  crying, I hate to her in this state, on man can bear the pain when his woman, the love of his life is looking all vulnerable, hopeless, and in a helpless situation.

I went there, emotions speak more than words when I saw my Madhu, looking at me vulnerable, crying like a lost baby, I felt a sharp pain in my heart, there are no words needed, I lift her carried her bridal style, to the car.

 my lost peace is returned to me when u started to like something when it is not without, you will just miss it, but if you love something with your heart, you will miss a part of your soul too.

RightNow, my soul returned to me, I glanced at her, she is in deep thoughts.

we returned home, I carried her bridal style, to our room and placed her on the bed, she tried to say something, but I cut her off there is no need to say anything now,  shh....don't say anything, just get some sleep,  Amy  will bring you food and helps with everything, don't worry I am here if need anything just tell her and I will outside, ok?" I said she nodded, I went out leaving her with Amy, I looked at her, I am afraid to leave her even if it is some trusted people.

after I came down, I went into the kitchen and ordered the maid to mix the medicine in milk, these are the two things she hates for life, but my baby has to take these two now, so instead of two, I made wanted them to be like one, and also said to  Amy that if she doesn't drink this milk then no one going to their home tonight.

I finished my dinner went to my room to sleep, she is sleeping peacefully, like a baby, like a while ago there is no such commotion happened.

I went to her caressed her cheek, I wanted to hold her in my arms.

" Please don't leave again, I don't want to lose you again, it was hell the first time," I said and kissed her forehead, she smiled, she must be in her dreams, I smiled looking her smile and laid beside her.