you are my everything

chapter 14

Harsha's pov

I know she will e shocked when raj uncle announced our marriage, I guessed it. she didn't even want to meet me, she is so stubborn sometimes.

when I saw her at our wedding I was stunned to see her, she was as beautiful as she when we married earlier. I mentally laughed at my fate. 

when I am tying a nuptial chain around her neck I noticed that she is checking me out, god, this so difficult to sit beside her, and pretend to calm.

I can't even avert my gaze from her, she is wearing her red lehenga, have I ever mentioned she looks super hot in red?

all I am looking at her, I don't want to avert my gaze, I am afraid that if avert my gaze she is will disappear again, and this will all e a dream.

she is also looking at me, with her innocent big brown doe eyes. whenever she looks like that I find cute, I know I am scaring her with my cold and intimidating eyes, but hey I can't help it, how much I want her is equal to how much I am mad her for not remembering me.

when everyone bid their farewell and we sat on the limousine, she started crying, I felt sad, I just wanted to hug her and console her and tell her that everything will be ok and I am there for her.

but I can't, if I did that, then I will lose control and ask her many things she didn't even remember. so I gave my kerchief and said the things I never in my life wanted to say her like a jerk. I don't want to face her anymore so went we arrived at our mansion, I just went to my study, which is next to my room.

"I am sorry my love for hurting you," Harsha said.

when I went into my room she is in her red lehenga when I looked at her my world stopped, I felt as someone has stabbed hundreds of times.

she has been crying, her red puffy eyes look so tried. she went into the washroom as she doesn't want to be in the same space as I am.

I went into the balcony, what have I just, I hurt her, that was last the thing I wanted to do, but fate brought me here.

I don't what else I have to do, while I was in my thoughts I heard the washroom open and closed, and suddenly the door of the balcony closing.

shiit, she locked the balcony while leaving me outside.

I just gave her a hard expression so that she can open the door, but who am I kidding.

I jumped from the balcony to the garden, this is so easy from as from childhood I used to do it whenever I have sneak out of the house.

when I entered the house, my mom was there.

" arey beta, what are you doing here.?" she asked.

"nothing ma I just wanted to be in the garden for some time," I said.

" ok, hurry to go to your room Madhu is alone there, she didn't even eat anything, did you do anything to her.?" she asked. my mom, how did she know everything.

she sat on the couch, I put my head on her lap and slept on the couch.

"I just don't know what to do, I hurt her, do you think I am a beast?" I asked her.

" Harsha, beta, you are not beast or anything, I know how you are feeling right now, but you know about her condition, knowingly or unknowingly don't hurt her. I know you both are in the same situation right now, and I confident in my honey that you are going to do better than this.

are all the mothers are this sweet, god!b I doubt what I will be doing if this woman is not here in my life, I will be lost by now.

" Thanks, mom, have I ever said I love you," I said looking at her.

she chuckled and kissed my forehead.

" now go, go to your, if I were her I would have been locked you outside of the room," she said.

I was stunned. do they know telepathy or something? 

I went upstairs to my room and opened the door as I have my room key with me, luckily.

she was sleeping so peacefully, I stood there and saw her, after locking me in the balcony she is sleeping so peacefully like a kid who got what they want.

god! she is still the same. I tucked her hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead, I am going to have so much fun tomorrow. I smiled to myself and slept on the other side, as I know once my princess as closed as eyes to sleep, whatever happens, she is not going to wake up soon.

I woke up to see my princess is still sleeping like a baby, snoring god I missed all of this, I smiled looking at her.  I took a picture of her. she looks cute with her messy hair, mouth slightly opened, her snores. I smiled at myself looking at her picture.

 suddenly my phone rang, it was my secretary I signed and answered it.

while I was busy on my laptop, our company is going to start a new project.

she stirred in her sleep, I smiled mentally, closed my laptop, well its time for some fun.

and you are going to fail miserably, my inner self mocked me.

she opened her eyes and looked at me, I can see shock visible in her eyes, and is looking at me scared, I went to her, she leaned against the bed and we were so close, I can see blush on her face, and splash, this was unexpected she threw a jug full of water in me.

" what the hell," I shouted.

haha told you  i***t to e careful my inner self mocked me again.

just when I was about to say something we heard someone coughing from behind, it was my stupid brother Vineet

I think he was enjoying the show.

I went with him.

" someone had a shower already," he said smirking.

" shut up." I groaned and smiled to myself ut it was noticed y him, you became insane.

"what do you want?" I asked.

his expression changed from silly to serious.

"We found him, he is in Spain,  we traced his recent activities, currently he is in touch with David and I think David also involved in this."

" that scumbag, that piece of s**t, has the nerve to oppose us and betray, I am going to destroy him," I said rage took over me.

" calm down,  even I wanted to kill him, ut first we have to make a plan to trap him." vineeth said.

David used to e one of our alliances, ut that scoundrel betrayed us and joined hands with that bastard.

count your days you f*****g scoundrel when I face that will be your last day I thought to myself and want my life when I went there, she is standing in front of the mirror and trying to pin her pallu, got this saree suits her so much, its two years still she doesn't know how to pin it.

I went towards her took the pin from her hands, her sandal body soap, and is filling in my nostrils and her hair smells damn good.

I pinned her pallu and was looking at her in the mirror I can see her lush, love that blushes in her face.

suddenly realization hit me so hard, I said words again I doubt want say.

I went outside of my room and stand there, I can hear cries.

I went to my study, to distract myself.