Imagine us in heaven

Chapter#18

Asleep - Kaya

Today is a big day. Today marks one year since we all met. I'm laying on our bed next to Sienn. She looks better than she did 8 months ago when we found her. But she still hasn't woken up. No one knows why. Grandma has no idea why her body just shut down.

After a month of her being asleep, we tested her brain. And the activity was good. She can hear us, but she can't wake up. It's called locked-in syndrome. She is locked inside her own body. And nothing can help. In the past 8 months, I have been searching for a healer Elf. It's not easy and I have had no success yet. It would be much easier to just try myself but if I do, I might kill her and I'm not taking that risk.

Crimson is still alive... Well depends on what you count as Alive. The poison I put in her is attacking her brain every day, it won't kill her but it sure makes her wish it could. She has kinda lost her ability to talk... Not because of the poison, but because she screamed in pain so much that she ripped her vocal cords.

She can't talk, or make any noise. This is nice it means I can hear my music when I release my stress, anger, and sadness. Whatnot. My go-to song is Sharks by imagine dragons. Mostly because it's Sienn's favourite. I run my fingers through her beautiful long hair. Kai and I have washed it countless times and it looks amazing. Speaking of that beautiful woman, she's at the top of her class.

She says that Sienn would be proud and when Kai told her that she is at the top, Sienn's heart started beating a little faster indicating she was happy. "Baby... Please wake up... I miss you..." I say and lay down next to her. "Sienn, you're so beautiful you know that?" I ask her. Her heartbeat picks up as if she's laughing.

Oh, goddess, I miss her laugh. I miss her smile. I miss her voice. "I love you. I love you so much. I love you more than words can describe. I'm in love with you, Sienn Ricci. Please just wake up. Please, baby. I beg you. Please open your eyes and come back to us..." I can feel tears gathering in my eyes.

"It hurts. It hurts to wake up every morning and you're still asleep. It hurts to go to sleep every night without being able to hear your voice. I know I've been a jerk. I know. I have no excuse. I was a horrible mate towards you. I was mean and I should've just accepted you and not fought against the bond. I'm a horrible mate..." I break down next to her. Tears flowed down my face. "I'm sorry Sienn. I'm sorry baby. I'm so so so sorry..." I sob.

I have no idea how much time has passed. But I feel arms wrap around me pulling me to their chest. It's not Kai. There are no sparks. I'm not focused enough to figure out the scent. But whoever this is. I'm so grateful for them. I wrap my arms around them and cry on their shoulder. "Shhh... It's ok. It's ok. I'm right here. I'm right her little sis." I hear the person say. Kit. It's Kit. When I figure that out, I pull her closer to me. I let her comfort me and help me. She's my big sister. I love her. I missed her. I need her.

I sob even harder and I cry till I pass out. But all I know is that my big sister is here to protect me. To help me. She's here for me. To keep away all of the bad stuff. In her arms, I'm safe. I'm home. And with that, I let the darkness take me away.