Her shredded Heart

Chapter 1: Three years too late

Chapter one: Three years too late.

It had been three years since my world shattered… my dear family finally found a way to break me. Now all I could think of was revenge. Everyone would die my so-called mate included. It was his fault. His damn fault!

“Sweetheart are you in position?” I heard in my com piece. I sneered in response with my Luna growling underneath my breath.

“Don’t call me that Stetson” I whispered.

I moved closer to my target. They never saw me coming and that’s how I liked it. I had done everything I could to get stronger, faster, smarter hell I even tried to convince a witch to give me the power over time and space or at least give me wings so I could move lightening fast. She refused scared I would come back and kill her. I told her she would be spared from my revenge, but she obviously didn’t want to chance it.

“Oh, I’m so sorry! How clumsy are you ok?” I “Accidently” spilled the scolding hot coffee on my target. I put on an innocent smile that I knew would light up my face and forced myself to blush. This was no easy task, so I just thought of sticking my target and the blood rushed to my cheeks in excitement. I let my eyes get big. They were a violet purple and could usually start a conversation.

“Its fine just watch where you are going next time.” He replied with a voice of extreme irritation. Something you would expect from a Top CEO who was used to getting his way.  His eyes finally raked up my body his eyes lingering longer than they really needed to on my breast. When he finally looked at my face you could see the lust in his eyes. Most guys found me with lust in their eyes. I couldn’t blame them I was made perfectly. My body didn’t have a single piece of fat but also was soft and very curvy. I was in a black dress that flowed to my feet in a sheer material with shorts underneath. It was a spaghetti strap dress that required no bra, so my breast looked inviting through the cleave.  My Hair was an abnormal gray for someone so young. With my eyes and light complexion make up was not necessary to look like a siren just begging to be touched.

“Can I replace your shirt or get it cleaned? I just feel so bad about my coffee on your shirt! Oh, it looks expensive, please you just must let me fix this.”

I put an innocent pout in my voice and played off a look of just absolute embarrassments.

“It’s ok don’t worry about it I have another one at my office. It wasn’t even my favorite shirt so there is no need to worry. If it was then we would have a problem and I would make you pay…” his voice was heavy with lust and admiration.

“Can I at least have your name so that I can give you a proper apology Mr.” I played with my hair twisting it in a spiral and biting my lip. I looked down at the ground to give the impression of innocence. He didn’t know he was dealing with a monster and quite frankly he was my favorite type to take down. They let their lust guide them they thought they already had everything.

“Jameson, my name is Eric Jameson.” He took a card out of his sleek black tux. The inside was silk, and you just know it costed money…. Mm mm but the silk did look inviting…maybe after I destroy him the jacket will come with me.

Shyly I took the card and feigned surprise when I read the card. “CEO of Derrick enterprises??” I said in a quiet voice, but I knew he would hear.

His lips pulled into a smile at the edges. He was used to this people being surprised about who he is and his position in the company. He enjoyed knowing that people immediately knew that he was powerful and could do anything he wanted with that power. Money, fame, women. It all made his d**k tighten in his pants. He just loved submissive people in his life. No pressure just immediate obedience.

“The one and only. How bout you call me sometime and I’ll take you out on a date. You can pick anywhere you like sweetheart. My treat forgetting to meet such a beautiful woman?” His voice was sly and smooth. Obviously not saying what he really meant. He thought his thoughts would scare me away.

I laughed in my head with Luna. This child knew nothing. I had been reading his mind the entire time and knew of all his thoughts and well his s****l fantasy playing in his head right now. Playing innocent was my game. I was the shark he was my pray. Don’t compare us to those disgusting animals Kay we are so much more than a fish. Luna took offense to any fish terms. I don’t get why she loves to eat it.

“Oh, I couldn’t Mr. Jameson I’m the one who ruined your beautiful shirt! How about let me take you to dinner as my treat and let me make it up to you?”  I let shock lace my face and another blush spread. The game was almost over he wasn’t used to anyone even talking back to him and had never been asked if he could be taken out to eat. The idea of not being in control would eat at him fast and any second he would rectify the issue and put himself back in charged.

“I could never let a sweet innocent woman pay for me when I could spoil her to my hearts content. How bout I cook your dinner? I make a mean roast and just need an excuse to leave the office early today. “He was sure of himself as he spoke with confidence.

I whispered embarrassed “Are you sure that would be ok? Is there no way I could repay you for your shirt and your time? I’m sure I’m making you very late for your company…. don’t they need you?” 

There was actual embarrassment in my voice never had a mark invited me to his place so easily it usually took a great deal of flirting and playing coy. His thoughts assaulted me, and I held my composure even though I just wanted to throw up. There was no way he was tying me to anything and using any kind of flogger or whip on me. No one would ever have any power over me ever again much less a weak human with b**m issues.

“Not a problem it would be my pleasure to feed you. “His smile didn’t reach his eyes which surprised me. His smile was perfect straight white teeth little canines not to big but perfect. The smile was the only thing there. The lust was gone from his eyes almost like he was calculating something very important.  He took my phone from my hands and I honestly forgot it was there and imputed his name and phone number. He then saved my information in his phone. “What’s your name? I must have missed it I gave you mine and didn’t hear yours.” He asked hoity. The wheels finally spinning in his brain.

“Kay Rose …” I smiled him with a dazzling smile. I needed him not thinking and feeling. I reached for my phone back making sure our fingers touched. There was a strange warmth to his skin like it was on fire. It made me warm in all the right places. I could feel Luna starting to get excited… This was not possible.

I tilted my head and really looked at him. I’m sure confusion was plastered all over my face. He was almost seven feet tall towering over me. Muscular I was sure he would have a sexy v underneath his close leading down. His hair was the strangest mixture of red and black I had ever seen almost like it was changing Infront of me. His cheeks were defined but not to pointy, full lips, swirling eyes…. s**t this was not good.

“Your eyes…” I whispered pretending to be suddenly scared. I knew what they meant. This s**t was going to be so much harder than I thought. Why didn’t they tell me he was a royal???? Why do they never tell me this s**t? Its important to know everything!

Startled he blinked and they went to a forest green. He obviously had control over himself very well not letting the demon come out all the way.  “I’m sorry I’ve had weird eyes since childhood. See you tonight Kay?”

I nodded and smiled. I would need a new plan and fast. This was going to be a long day.

I walked away with a smile on my face anyone looking at me would just think I was happy. Deep in thought I was thinking of new ways to procced. They really should have put this information in his chart before I agreed to take this. They also owed me triple my normal fee for this.

“Well Kay I think that went, well don’t you?” I heard in my ear; he was smiling you could tell he just sounded so damn chirpy.

“Did you know?” I asked when I was far enough away.

“Know what?”

“That he’s a f*****g royal your dumbass! Not a human like his file says but a f*****g Royal!” I nearly shouted.

“f**k. No Kay I didn’t. Abort the mission don’t do this. You can’t kill a Royal it’s a death sentence there will be hits put out on you. You won’t be able to run from them for long. They always get their targets.” He said in a worried voice. His sister had been killed by the Royals for refusing to even go on a date with one. He said that she insulted his position and no longer deserved to live. Stetson still blamed himself for not being able to protect her. “I can’t lose you Kay, you’re like my little sister we will find a different way.” He begged.

“No, he was put on this list for a reason and I will find out what that reason is. He may die, He may not will see what he decides. I’m sure he’s already figured out I’m not human. Maybe this will be fun. “I mused mostly to myself.

Stetson didn’t know what I was granted most people didn’t know what I was. I wasn’t about to tell either. No one needed to know it was my greatest secret and my greatest power. No one would have a chance. They all died, or I made them forget. I was one of a kind and was ok with that.

“Damn it Kay! Listen to me let me protect you!” He shouted. I took the earpiece out. I rounded a corner and went into my apartment to get ready for tonight. Time to do some research. I didn’t need protected I could do it myself. There was nothing left that could hurt me and his sentiment was just to late. Hell, three years too late for that.

 I don’t blame him he didn’t even know. Hell, I only meet him after my nightmare came to be. He found me battered and broken but breathing. At the time I didn’t want saving. I prayed to the gods to let me die let the pain in my heart stop. There was irony in this considering I had killed the gods with my bare hands hours before Stetson found me.  

I needed to work, hit something anything.  Anything to take away the fact I would never see my sunshine’s face again. I couldn’t even bring myself to be around kids much less say his name. I wasn’t ashamed by him or that he lived. The pain was just too much to face. If I did, I might die, and I couldn’t die yet I needed to avenge him and kill his piece of s**t of a father. He couldn’t even protect my sunshine like he said he could they still found him. He was so young, so innocent he was my world and reason for living.

My memories started assaulting me as I walked, they were beautiful and painful at the same time. Something I cherished though as was my reason for being and what helped me move forward with my plan. Bittersweet or not I embraced the images that were coming into my head.